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Merry the Christmas!

2011-12-25T13:14:00.001+08:00

Haha realized that Xmas is no diff from any other week end and wat's special about it is that it tot me about gifing and loving. Guess that I have forgotten all th unhappy things in 2011 and ready for 2012 :) <3

life. result. ppl. xmas.

2011-12-22T12:38:00.002+08:00

life has been well but bleah. its so tiring to be wander around our result for school life!. when everione's is so anxious about their results ytd, i din check. >.<. haha. call me coward or what. i jus don wan to end my holiday so earli. i noe i din put in my best due to my other commitments and stuffs. but i believe my heart will still ache if it is disappointing. Human nature, like to gain more than putting in the effort. haha. but ironically, what is really useful to us in the future is the other commitment other than studies. However it is not graded at all.

i do have unhappy things happening to me too. crap, some ppl are jus much of a no brainer or stuff. Who organise stuff and end up she herself could not commit to the event on time. seriously. what u care, u oni care about one person instead of the whole clique. and stop saying erm "bye, cya soon" after u finish asking the question or what. what are we? U used to say that through your life you don haf a clique, cos u usually veri close to jus one person. I seriously think its true. Its not other ppl's fault but yours. Even now we seems to be in a clique but actually its jus a very normal classmates feeling. but watever it makes you happy.

kick it aside. xmas is coming and everiwher is de feeling of festivals!. haha lifes great. really. i hope the season can last longer. to think xmas will end this week. hais

人

2011-12-05T00:36:00.002+08:00

见过许多人，不同的人，我发觉大多数人的特征很显著，就让我介绍几种吧。

其实人说话的主观意识很强，在怎么公平的人也是如此，所以我从来不觉得某某某很公平，很xxx等等，而总是尽量小心翼翼过滤别人所说的言语。人不为己天诛地灭，这句话也不是不无道理的，人总是在说话时尽量的保护自己，总是加入一些利于自己立场的角度。
人也经常说话前头不搭后尾，说：嗯，我最讨厌xxx了，最受不了xxx这种行为了，我不喜欢在xxxx 因为不能xx。但在日子不久的以后，却见他们做着当时他们所控诉的事。说实在的，有嘴说自己，没嘴说别人，自己说的话不对自己的心，我知道有些事可能是社会环境需要，可在这个时候为一些鸡毛蒜皮的事如此，真不知道你是没心还是说话有障碍。
还有，有些人怕寂寞的要死，却嘴上装作不在意，而有同类出现时马上表明一个人的孤独和sian-ness，要就讲，不要婆婆妈妈，好像别人不管你。

i am not a saint myself, what i can do is to keep quiet and listen most of the time. =)

sometimes i really hate to be in these kind of situation but life. goes on and on and on.

不怕寂寞的人才是成功的人；）

twitter takes away my blog!

2011-10-21T13:31:00.003+08:00

haha twitter has replaced my blog! it allows me to express my thoughts like instantaneously. ~,~. momo.

Life has been very normal to me. Besides the fact that my dad is working overseas now, I have to take care of myself and my mom, as well as my own financial problem. I realised that growing up is really not an easy process. Burden starts to build up on ur shoulder and yup, as the only child of the family, it can be quite tiring at times. No matter wat problems i may face in the future, I do appreciate what the god has given me with my wonderful parents. :)

All my tuition have came to a pause for half to 1 month and im really glad!. commitment must really be there. I need to consider properly for my next year's tuition kids. sob sob. haha. it's now the 3rd yr of my uni life. time flies man really. soon i will be out in the society already. x.x. and i will definitely rmb ppl who walked the path with me. life's gonna be great, yujing will be great too.

Im really glad tat u r in the army now, but i wasn able to be with u. haha

Chicken pox!

2011-08-19T20:50:00.002+08:00

haha! its been a long time since i last blogged. I wanted to blog during the holiday actually, but always give myself excuses for not doing it so. Since i have to stay home for the next few days so yup!.

this chicken pox attacked me without any notice. And i have it for 5 days oredi. Hope people who did not have chicken pox yet contacted me this few days stays well! :X

i had a fever on sunday. tot it was a minor issue because i consumed quite alot of heaty food and very little of water. Thus, next morning the fever went off and i spt the next 2 days busy with CO stuff and lessons. it was tues night i realised that there's too many rashes! I was worried that it was chicken pox, so i went to a nearby 24hrs clinic, end up the doctor told mi its jus allergic. so ok. allergic shall be.

However, the next day morning i had fever again. my head felt like its more than 100 kgs, i wasn't able to wake up and man the booth for co. Concuss and cabbed home in the earli afternoon. (thanks to hj and dling for food and water! :D). Reached home and my mom stunned by my looks! so she boiled cooling water for me. I wanted to know what allergic i had, so i told her i would like to visit poly clinic on fri. think of it. im still quite brave / maybe stupid to go school on thurs! x.x!

Holiday is fun! gd and bad things happened. Worked for serangoon broadway for a month and enjoyed one month of holiday (split before and after work)! Dling went korea for a month for GSS and glad he enjoyed his trip!

Working for serangoon broadway had deal certain influence in my working life. Not saying the pay was realli bad or the colleagues there sux to the max, but the human resources management in the shop is just poorly man! and i cant believe that all the children of the boss are university grad/undergrad. Their way of handling was still stucked in the 1960s. This makes me think that all the children's education have came to a waste. What the point of sending them to university when all of them just follow what the father says/does?

The boss like to throw temper around and he would scold whoever does not listen to him. I think this was because the biz was pass down from his father, and since he had nv work in other place before, i wouldn be strange with the bad attitude he has( he thinks he is always right). As a part-time worker, we do have chance to do some casual talks with him, from those conversation, i realise he is an extremely short-sighted and racist boss!. He hired all the foreign workers and paid them a low wages, and at the back, despice them. Look down on all the non uni grads. blah blah blah jus because he is a master from NUS. If not for his father's hard work, i think he would nv able to obtain this much in his life. what he owns is purely of luck. and i shall c how long he still can have it. haha.

ok thats all! i start with my sem with chiken pox. you? :)

小字条 Little note

2011-04-17T12:46:00.003+08:00

Was browsing through facebook and saw this fan page. The first time i came across it was in year one sem one, Mr Quah shown us in HC101. It is a very short clip, about 12 mins, but after 2 yrs, i still cant help my tears when i watch it. i think 陈子谦真的拍得很用心, at least, i can feel the sincerity!

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/D4nq_XowL4Y/

ahhh exam is coming and i think im running out of time ;(

圣荷西谋杀案

2011-04-02T00:22:00.004+08:00

今晚和Dling一起看了《圣荷西谋杀案》，这可是Dling第一次进滨海艺术中心的剧场哦。;D

凭着吸引人的戏名及受到众多好评的影响，两个月前看华艺节的剧场表演时就吸引了我。修了214后，使我被这些剧场吸引住了，可是知识浅薄的我，在明白故事上还有些问题，真是惭愧。

《圣荷西谋杀案》这部剧场一共有大约十幕[全凭我那小小的记忆及灯光暗下的计数罢了]

第一幕：
从观众入场到剧场开始，有一位女士一动不动的靠在吧台旁（以身材来讲，我想是玲），邓准备了饮料和“沙律”，坐在沙发上，一边看杂志，一边享用早餐（可能是下午茶之类的）。

第二幕：
一位不明人士，包着黄色的布，扭来扭去（好似挣扎），之后，被人脱了进去。

第三幕：
邓和玲在客厅里，玲在和将要到访的Sammy通电话，原来Sammy搭了一位墨西哥人的顺风车，迷了路，玲要邓别去谈生意，带Sammy出去玩，邓不满，后来Sammy安全抵达了他们的家。玲和Sammy叙旧，发现粉红色的箱子不见了，忘在莫西哥人的车上。

第四幕：
第二天，邓陪Sammy在家，后来说出了其实，应该去见客户，Sammy便鼓励邓去，说自己一个人不要紧，邓便带着她一起去见客户。

第五幕：
玲带着同事阿明回家，看见了Patrick，Zoe，Sammy和邓在烧烤，一时不满，在旁准备食物，Patrick便和明聊起了香港与台湾，和中国的关系，以及关于生意运货的问题（玩弄邓）。之后，Sammy起了火，大家便回花园烧烤。Zoe要求把碟子弄热，玲热了后叫Sammy拿给Zoe，并警告她碟子热，结果，一声尖叫。

第六幕：
邓和Sammy去了医院回来，邓非常生气，原来Zoe有把脸贴盘子的习惯，烧到了脸。他认为是玲故意的，她不喜欢邓和Patrick做生意，所以把人家的脸弄伤，导致生意泡汤。吵了一通后，离家。玲可不然，她认为Patrick是利用邓，整天把他呼来喝去，更本没有意思投资计划。

第七幕：
邓醉醺醺的回来，抽着大麻，听着音乐，歌词唱着他恨玲，Sammy回家见状，好心劝他，可他却说要和玲说清楚，还拿了棍子，Sammy夺棍，邓竟试图强暴，情急之下，打了邓一棍。之后，Sammy和邓说清楚。

第八幕：
玲带着食物回家，闻到了大麻味，问也不问就责怪了了Sammy，看到邓头上的伤势，便问发生了什么事，他草草说撞到了头，玲不相信，Sammy说自己不小心打的。晚餐邓多喝了一杯酒，玲便把邓最爱的酒倒了，而邓也把玲的花剪了。两人吵了起来，Sammy好言相劝，却因不愿和阿明在一起而被拖了进来，玲以为她勾搭了邓，原来玲在香港和一位离了婚的男子交往，之后前妻还自杀了，她为了逃避而出国。由于玲仗着自己知道别人的事而不讲理，邓说出了十年前，玲为了和自己在一起而合伙杀了自己的丈夫。Sammy听了非常惊讶，并明白了两人都是疯的，邓以“从新开始”怂恿Sammy杀了玲，自己做女主人，Sammy拿着棍子，步步逼近玲。

第九幕：
粉红的行李箱

第十幕：
好似第一幕的情景，邓坐在椅子上，玲拿着粉红色的行李箱，说那位墨西哥的人送回来了，然后从背后抱着邓。

第十一幕：
邓开了箱子，一堆衣服掉了出来。

深刻的台词：
阿明：你說的是生存，我說的是怎樣生存得有尊嚴﹗

读后感：（第二天）
看了这部剧后，结尾让我“不知所措”，太开放式了，我都不知道我的脑该往哪里转。我的心中是希望Sammy没有死，可是尾声的情景又让我不能不觉得她还活着，内心的矛盾在我的头上打了许多问号。从故事的一开始，到过了表演一半的时候，我心中还在想，不是谋杀案吗？怎么好似只是反映一些家庭问题呢？直到最后第三幕，当三位主角都似乎在疯癫的状态，在揭露及被揭露的情况下，真相大白，顿时让我毛骨悚然，也明白了剧场上半部的意义。昨晚，那恐怖的想法一直荡漾在我脑海里，一向怕只恐怖片的我，真的被吓到了。

对这部剧场我是又爱又恨，爱，是因为逼真，在没有一滴血的情况下，它竟能带给我一种阴森，恐惧，自私，凶恶的感觉，人性的种种丑恶都被体现了出来，是那么的冷漠的呈现在观众面前。从表面幸福的家庭，一步一步地揭露出夫妻之间的摩擦，不满，猜疑及两者之间重大的杀人秘密。而Sammy在剧中是那么的单纯，好意的探访把她渐渐推入火坑，最后还拿着棍子，走向玲。到底这是邓和玲的陷阱？还是他们意料之外的？而最后抱着邓的是玲，还是Sammy？他们越想掩盖，就必须作出更多来掩盖，好像一个无法回头的选择，而这也讽刺了Sammy在剧中所向往的“要从新开始”对两夫妇来说，是不可能的。

那恨就不用多说了，因为他真的吓到我了。

我想我不该多说了，要不晚上又怕了。

夜

2011-03-27T02:39:00.003+08:00

夜深了，打着没有灵感的报告，无奈。
随意，听着没有特定次序的音乐，回忆。
无意间，音乐器里拨着林俊杰的歌，《你要的不是我》。
歌词句句波动了我的心弦，
不想回忆的回忆从脑海中浮现了，　
过去的一幕幕似乎像一根根长着刺的玫瑰，
不是有意要伤害他人，但又为了保护自己而不得不刺着我，的心。

夜深了，短暂的夜在今晚特别的漫长，
漫长的让我不知如何把回忆再次藏起来，
舍不得把那段依恋锁住，
但柔弱的心又承受不了折磨，矛盾。

其实，有时我真不知道到底是你欠我，还是我欠你，我真的不知道，我什么都不想管。
请你带着那又爱又恨的‘包袱’，藏起来吧。

recess week is over!.

2011-03-20T17:28:00.002+08:00

today marks de last day of my "recess week", why did i "" it? because its a MAJOR FAKE ONE. after tml, we have to hand in 2 reports, 1 assignment and prepare for 1 test, and there's a big assignment to hand in the week after as well *zzz wth*. I m so desperate for time. and hall application is coming which i need to find a foreigner as well. so many things come tgt.

I had made a major decision 1 week ago and i realli. reali reali hope its not a bad one, i noe there will be ppl who are not happy as im always busy with my own things but haiya. heck. de detailed of the decision will enclose when its nearer to the end of the sem x.x.

fighting!

PS: i wan money. plsdrop from the sky.

Week 1

2011-02-02T21:34:00.001+08:00

My first week of school is realli tiring!. CO tickets are out and i have to distributing around, didn even have the mood to listen to my lecture x(. finalised my timetable this week! so happy!. haha, quite use to traveling around except co ends realli late. ;(. nvm. tml is NEW YEAR!. happy day! ate steamboat for reunion dinner and everyone is realli full! the only disappointment for the day is that my lecture ends at 5 ;(. teacher refused to cancel so blahh.

just signed up for internship during the july period! hope it will be successful and i really cant wait for the next holiday to come!(even now its only the 2nd week of de school -,-) anyway there's still no news of iphone 4 white. =(. im trying hard to save for it so pls! don disappoint me >.<.

a gd news for the day is that co has finally raise to tier 1! its realli realli veri glad that all de hard work has been paid off! xD. i am realli happy too! even thou im quitting soon lol. concert is about 2 weeks away and yeaps! its de last dash le!. tats all for the day! wait til next time!

New begining.

2011-01-20T12:04:00.009+08:00

Its a brand new blog! *lets assume* been a really long time since i last update. Wanted to regain the blogging habit sometimes back but something seemed to be stopping me. hmm.

Anyway!. yup I am having my last week of holiday before i start 'fighting' in the coming sem. Have been doing CO-related stuffs for this whole holiday. I won say it bad becos at least i felt 'useful' even i am in holiday.

Result was released on tues (monday night 11.59.59pm). Didn really do TAT well but its the best since i enter uni. LOL (ppl must be thinking my first yr is realli cui). i am still doing last min work ] but i guess i was more efficient this time. I manage to camp in lib one week before my exam. I am proud to say it's the most hard working period in my life, even in O lvl or A lvls i couldn do it at all. Thanks Buddha din kick mi away.

hmm i wonder should i go GSS still, because i have no electives to clear anymore. hmmm.

Anyway! i jus plucked my wisdom tooth 2 days ago at medical centre! Its been more than 8 yrs since i last extracted any tooth!. My wisdom tooth has been aching all along at times but whenever i went for check up, it stopped aching, so this goes on and last sun night, it was so painful that i wish someone could box me to coma. So the next day, i call medical center and booked for an appointment. Surprisingly, they are rather free! I could pluck my tooth the very next day.

As i heard from people who had extracted their tooth before, they all claimed it was painful (except my dad) lol. And i think that is also the reason which stops me from extracting. More than 1/2 of my tooth is hidden in my gum, so it was not as simple as plucking out, i tot the procedure would take quite long but actually not! I reached at ard 12.45pm, the dentist injects anesthetic and sent me to take X ray. After he check up for another one and 2 person, my surgery starts!. I cant feel anything, i lie down and saw him using a scapel, from den on, i close my eyes oredi. The next time i open my eyes, he oredi starts sawing my gum wif a hook-like thing. de whole surgery took ard 15 mins de most.

The doctor told mi to rest and go home immediately, he said it would be very pain later. So i went home after collect my medicine at 2pm (drop by dhoby to buy a puzzle =X). when the MRT reaching payalebar, i felt that the anesthetic has started to lose its effect ( argh). so cabbed back and lie on the bed til evening. From den on til now, my gum area is constantly in pain, the painkiller's effect is rather inconsistent as well. It takes quite awhile to have the effect and the effect sometime last a few hrs and sometime it don shows o.o.

And i could say i am eating at the slowest rate in my life! it took me 20 mins to finish a half bow of porridge! The nurse said i must avoid cold, hot, spicy and hard food, sad to say, rice all that is consider as hard food as well. -.-. so basically, i can oni eat porridge and veri soft food. for the hard food part, i think its not that we are not allow to eat, but we cant eat! once u open ur mouth too big or chew too hard, ur gums will hurt. so we cant do anything to it, we can only guai guai follow the instructions. The tips i have learn from this wisdom tooth extraction is that,

Before wisdom tooth extract (surgery)

don get sick!. i myself is having light flu and sore throat at the same time, so at night its really tiring. I cant breath normally becos my nose is block, and when you use ur month to breath, your gum area would be rather dry so you need to constantly, secret saliva and swallow, and when you swallow, your throat is hurting. Its a vicious cycle. Make sure you are perfectly normal before your extraction

PLS EAT! HAVE A FEAST! Even thou normally ur gum takes about 1wk+ to recover, it might takes quite a few weeks before your mouth is as comfortable as what you have always been.

During extraction

nth much here, just listen to the instruction, its not painful at all, and its done very quickly.

After extraction.

go home immediately! yups, rest rest rest, if its realli painful, have a painkiller, if not, first 24 hrs u can use ice bag to relief your pain, after 24 hrs, use a warm bag.

you will notice that u cant brush the area ard ur gums becos it hurts. yups, so everyday, brush the rest of the part normally, but at night before you slp, put 1/2 tsp of salt in a cup of plain water and wash the affected gum area. ;)

swelling is normal after one day so don worries, and if its still bleeding, fold a clean handkerchief or piece of gauze and bite it for 10 to 15 mins!

thats what my tips!.so yups. jus rest well for a wk ;) below is a pic of de most of my teeth!. some lost oredi. think after extraction too scare and jus run home =x. its obvious which one is my wisdom tooth!.

lastly, I am still worrying over the teaching bond!. should i sign? even my heart is 70% confirm but i wonder where did the 30% goes. :(. is it still the dream of working in SPH? but i felt myself have no talent at all. And signing MOE bond allows mi to lighten the burden of my family as well. Till sept den, its really, confusing. cya! i shall cont to nua.

btw burlesque is nice! i love those dancing movies!

Life

2010-08-14T19:24:00.003+08:00

start off the post with a song! have been listening to it for de past an hr at least? :X

oki this is not the main pt, the main pt is that i think the song is nice =)

The world is lacking of beautiful things, so people look forward to fairytale, things that they know it is hard or almost impossible to achieve.

Is the world too dark that made human feel that beautiful things are so impossible to obtain or is the humans are too evil that cause the disappearing of beautiful things and they are seeking what they have destroyed? hmms

been a long time.

2010-07-28T01:30:00.004+08:00

its been a long long time since i blog here, isn it?

okie sounds like i've been blogging at other place. =,=

ok no. i shd say: its been realli a long time since im writing a post!.

so time is really an amazing thing, it usually pass-by very fast when u don notice it. Its been half a year, i would say many things had happened, gd or bad, it turns to memories after all. Since NTU is the youth olympic village this year, our school get to start school at a later date, but that also means our holiday for next year is 'shrinking' to 2 months. -,-. gotta be quite busy for next yr's holiday too i guess.

ok so what have i been doing for the holiday. i went for tw trip with co in end-may, went to china with mom in end-june. The period from may til now is filled with my CCA and MiE project meeting. And hopefully, after the performance for the coming saturday is over, and the report submission on friday, i will have more time to spare, for myself and the people ard me. =)

i have nv been so busy in my holiday before! i rmbed, usually i would slack at home and play game till i died of boredom, then find a job to earn some allowance for myself. But this time, i cant even spare myself any free slots for working. :S. Flyers, posters, brochures, tickets, banners, contacting of lobangs and school, doing all this is not easy at all. The 2 commitments are driving me nuts and to think, its still holiday, what happen if the school starts? x.x. Just hope that i could manage my time more wisely and be more focus. I tend to wave off and nua too much eh. hmms.

Still left 1 last month before school reopen. hopefully i can find a room to rent when school reopens and enjoy one oversea trip!. but i doubt my mom would agree, so worst come to worst i shall get myself a resort in sentosa. i jus wanna leave this island for a moment!.

thats all for the day and til i haf the mood again ;)

2010-01-26T10:43:00.001+08:00

didn slp well tonight. don noe wats wrong wif mi like wth.

hmms

2010-01-10T15:56:00.003+08:00

Maybe its jus an item but i couldn stop thinking about it cos of its state now. Not becos of who is it from, not becos of how precious it is, but im the kind of person who don like to see how wonderful things get destroyed. It jus hurt my heart to c how it is now.
I cant blame anyone cos its partly of my own doing. i shd haf stood up for myself or expect it to be what it is now. in the first place, why did i use that for softball?

ok kick those things aside. My special sem is OVER! Like, finally? No more sleepless night and proj-ful days. It was realli tiring and out of my expectation to this course. I tot it shd be something that is SLIGHTLY heavier than normal school days, end up. i think its 5 x more drainful. nevertheless, this course is a whole new experience that i believed, i would never have it in my course.

Welcome the new sem which coming in 1 day's time with 21 AUS and 2 exams next week. o.o. i don realli have the confident to cope everithing. But think of the fact that i may not be able to stay anymore next sem. My inner voice jus exclaimed, JUS ZHAM LA..

anyway its 2010 now. youth olympic is round the corner. hmmms. i am not exciting about it thou, at least at this point of time. wats more exciting is my long holiday. ;D. i am severely deprive of holidays! ;(. My new yr resolution is that i shd be more hardworking and stuff. As usual, result isnt gd and i blame nth but myself. =).

watched alvin and the chipmunks as well as body guard assassin. the chipmunks are as cute as usual!!. :DD. but the disappointing part is tat the movie is too short. ended so fast. o.o. they shd have add in at least 20 mins more. lol. and the body guard assassin. *beware of spoiler* the actions and the parts are nice. i like it alot, i think its realli blood-boiling and hurtful to see them jus died. one by one.. :(. the retarded part is that. SINCE SO MANY PPL WAN TO KILL SUN YAT SEN THEN WHY DID THE NEWSPAPER PUBLISH THE FACT THAT HE IS GOING TO DROP BY ON XX(DATE). AND ALLOW THOSE PEOPLE TO COME AND KILL HIM. Isn it stupid? isn it jus tell the people that, hey!. come and kill this guy whom im going to protect!. lols. it jus made mi felt that people are dying for nth and they simply jus wan to make a show out of it.

alright. its kinda a long post compare to my previous few. :X. somehow im in the mood now. besides feeling stress from school now, i feel contented. God has defintely been good to me. I have a healthy body, i have a school to study, i have made more friends and my usual frenss, i have learnt more things in this whole month, i have my family members, i have my loved one, i still have food to eat, and the fact that i am still alive and kicking at this point of time. 10th January 2010. Thank god for everything. i am happy.

hmmms

2009-12-22T00:23:00.002+08:00

exams are over.
holiday's here.
but i have givne my holiday to the mighty MINOR. =,=.
never would i have tot that the whole course would be sooooo shag.
seeing grp mates almost 24/7. rushing report til dawn hrs. hmmmms.
but our grp do have lots of fun thou. too much fun that we neglected our work.

out wif gals for xmas xchange today. had fun =).

sometime i don noe why. i feel i am an useless person.
i felt the choice that i made is always wrong.
i don have the confident with the path i choose.
i don feel secure with the life im leading, in a way.
maybe i jus need sometime to think. hmmms.
anyone out there den? =)

2009-11-22T16:12:00.000+08:00

exam is right here but i jus don feel like studying.

=D

2009-10-31T23:44:00.002+08:00

orite today i decided to S/U one of my module cos it sux ;X
exams are round the corner but i've no mood to study for it :(.
this is BAD~.
hmmms. getting more and more nua nowadays..
i realli wish tat i have more self dicipline :(.

enjoyed myself ytd, i realli do. haha. :D

LALA

2009-10-17T00:38:00.003+08:00

omg dam freaking lots of work to do but jus fail to have the mood to do anything. i need a quiet environment, without com and distraction, with the mood as well. Or else i will jus be nua-ing all along -,-.. Things r jus stacking higher and higher without clearing. :(. i'm so gonna pwned by all those work..

i need time to think of all the things that i wanted to think =). i need time wahaha.
orite today will be a short one. til i haf de mood bOOO!

2009-09-17T09:05:00.000+08:00

why cant u jus trust me.
arghhh.i hate this and it realli breaks my heart.

freedom

2009-09-14T20:41:00.001+08:00

today might mark de last day of this 4 yrs+.
i 'threaten' but he didn ask mi to stay.
so i guess. both of us need time..
i think its realli tiring to maintain the relationship.
so i gonna take a break.
and enjoy my single life. =).
its been 4 yrs + since i last enjoy.
wahaha.
i gonna be happy.
boOO~

hur hur

2009-09-07T14:57:00.004+08:00

start off with this, i guess this song is realli nice :)

so skool works are coming.
which i don realli noe how to do. :(.
rather blind and stuffs. arghh.
staying in hall makes mi feel like im back to sec skool. hur hur.
don noe its gd or bad lol~.

tats all ba. lots of things happened and its beyond description..
sometime i jus wish to stay as a child.
:(.
i don wanna grow up :(

and about our hk trip. AHH.
hope everithing can be settled so i can RELAX x(

AHH~

2009-08-28T18:06:00.005+08:00

ok so school has reopened. BLEAHS.
was too busy too update loL~. so i joined my course camp and hall camp.
it was quite fun!.
get to noe lots of peeps. haha!.
but staying in hall has made my sleeping routine haywire.
totally.
1st wk of hall slp like 3 or 4 am everiday.
nearly died in the lesson. finally.
its adjusted to 1 or 2 am instead. xD

so when i move in it was like this
and my roomie and i shift to this!

its dam spacious now WOOO~.

lectures are boring.
i haven been ponning quite afew.
ahH~.

boooooooooooos

2009-07-18T20:59:00.005+08:00

3 more wks til school reopen for me. I tot it was 2 wks. Then i realised i miss out 27 to 2 aug tat wk =,=.. like wth. lols.. time realli flies. =(.. This wk passed realli fast. Finally i've settled most of my things, hopefully everithing by next wk, =). So far i haven get my hall number, pray hard it won be no 11 to 14. =(. or else i will SCREAM! my dear mom has been packing those barang barang stuff for me oredi. Seriously i don realli noe wat to bring and i guess it will be a hazard to bring all my attires and notebooks. AHHH~~.

i took my medical check up this fri, rushed down and reached 20 mins before de centre closed. I love the feeling of rushing, made mi feel occupied, i am neither crazy or insane :P. jus tat i prefer to slack at home and NUA~~~~. The check up was dam fast. waited 20 mins for my turn thou, but finished it in 15 mins. and ive grown fatter la =(. on my way back i time myself how long would i take to reach home. wah. 1.5hrs. =(. realli LONG journey. mehhhh. i cant imagine how to survive tat journey everiday from yr 2 onwards. =(.

dinner-ed wif my mom and realise tat along the mrt track near tamp, thers a flee market!. thers realli lots of cheap clothings and stuff. xD. shop til both of us ran out of cash. bleah.

nv did i expect tat u, will be doing such an immature and childish action, at least to me it is. cos i believe forgetting someone, this is not de correct way, i have done it without doing so. Maybe u will feel its de fastest way, but it affected mi as a FREN of urs, which made mi feel more like ur enemy, so i shall declare its the end.

it's realli hard for mi to get on de study mood since i don realli haf any in de veri beginnin!. ahh!.. some one let mi punch PLS~
i seriously think he is man but KTSR CLAIMED TAT HE IS UGLY. AHH! i wan slap u ><

wheeeeeeeee

2009-07-15T12:43:00.002+08:00

i can officially drive on the road oredi~ wheeeeee!~
but i've got no car -,- lols.

watched ice age and transformers for de past wk,
i guess its pretttyy nice? :D. HAHA. LOL. laff like SHIT :P..

met my roommate today and im looking forward to spd de next one yr wif her.
HAHA. we LOVE japs! woooot~.
we shall live in -PEACE- *note, NOT REST*

shopping spree wif ktsr is gd cos thers always something for mi to HIT and STEP and KICK.. BWAHAHAHAHA!

sometime, its better for u to say nth, i think

age

2009-06-26T22:26:00.000+08:00

i feel dam old.
i realli do.
ahhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~

monday bluee

2009-06-15T11:23:00.008+08:00

thks to u all, for always been ther.
thk you for always able to pop out when i am down, even thou i nv say about anything.
i jus need the company, nothing else. =)

i hope everithing will goes well.

eh, wl, thks for ur advance birthday prezzie.
tats abit 贵重 leh. basket! :P

and my hostel mate is a gal called belinda!.
she looks like rabbit LOL. *white alert*
i think is super cute, even my colleague wans too :P

** I AM AMAZED BY HOW WINDOW VISTA WORKS.

working in tp

2009-06-08T12:27:00.002+08:00

having a job for 6 months

1-3 month: okk~~ thats quite orite~
from 4th month : omg 3 more months left le jiayou
5th month: omg last month next month~ yay~
last month: wtf la time past so slow one =,=. nb

meh meh

2009-06-02T17:05:00.002+08:00

ok this is not a ghost typing or wat jus tat i am back!.
was quarreling wif my dad in the morning so nv take my sim card lol. kns.
feel gd after 2 wks leave.
my colleague said tat i am more energetic and looks very healthy! LOL.
feel realli great since i have been working for 4.5 month STR8. awww.
seriously i am not up for routine job.
KILLS my body cells and makes mi look dam dead. bleahs.
bad bad bad. however my mom is not back yet.
so i've to do the house chores. zzzzz
my dad is dammm pro i guess..
he only wash his clothes one time after we left -,-.
i wonder how he manage to survive withou mopping the floor?
washing the clothes? zzzzzzzz
anyway i still have one month to survive.
i only have one hr to cook everiday =(.
so far de hk trip discussion is 0.
=(. we lag by alot le.
hope we are all superwomen!!.

i need more time!. i need a longer wk end bleahs!

boo~

2009-05-01T21:15:00.010+08:00

boooo~. rot rot rot.
thurs was mh's last day!.
and she bought mi biscuitS.!.
wah trying to feed mi fat even the veri last moment..
ur evil plan!.here's a pic of the food. guess which one is the one someone is mad over =x

a close up of de kawaii biscuit.

Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater...
If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby.
If you give her a house, she'll give you a home.
If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal.
If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart.
She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.
So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of s**t."

obviously they oni apply to couple/ppl who are inlove.
women are great. i am proud to be one!.
even thou i want to be man at times,
but jus tat time oni!~

a picture speaks a thousand words? =). got it last wk. v. no more worries liao lalala~
this is de advance mommy's day prezzie.
glad she loves it wooHOO~
next would be daddy's day.~

bleah. 2 more months til contract over!. soo longggg =(.
maybe i will go oversea in between since my supervisors allow. =D.

out wif jess and mich for kbox and horsemen.
awww de show no ending de. disappointed.
ther are unsolved mystery too! wth.
and zhang zi yi is too fake inside can. bleahs~

anyway, happy labour day! for those who are working! :)

ZZZZZZZ

2009-04-24T15:51:00.010+08:00

today is my worst day of de yr
i am oredi abit bad mood le still need to entertain unreasonable students -,-
i am super angry and PISSSED at 3 students in TP business School.
the 3 students coming in to take their SIP form.
there is a REASON for SIP forms being distributed by the staff.
NOT U ALL C WHER I TAKE FROM AND U ALL TAKE URSELF. NO SELF SERVICE HERE OK?
The malay gal was ok, she asked politely, the chinese one?
WAH MACHIAM UR HOUSE ISIT? U DON EVEN PAY FOR DE SIP FORM CAN?
you all can dl from web wat. DEN PLS BE POLITE WHEN U ARE ASKING FOR IT.
ITS DAM RUDE. UR MOM NV TEACH U MANNERS?
OR U DON EVEN HAVE A PARENT TO TEACH U. HAHA.
I GONNA PUT ALL DE FORMS IN THE DRAWER.
AND IF THE PERSON IS RUDE I WON GIF DE PERSON. YES I WON GIF.
WHO CALL U TO BE SO RUDE HUR?

maybe u all forget that u all need to submit the FORMS HERE.
i gonna post ur details u bitch. said i loser or wat.
cos u sux ;D

ok finish my rant. shuang!

anyway, toking about lost and found, there's a person lost her bra at swimming poool. hilarious!
and my colleague teached mi something new!
when u are unable to open a bottle cap as it is TOOOO tight and u got not enuff strength.

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TADAH!

SMART RITE? LOL!

did u care too much about how others think of u til u lost urself?
i feel so much better after toking to kss, kh and wl, thks =)

ha u sucker!

2009-04-22T10:26:00.010+08:00

my blog is sooo picless -,-.

hohohO~. as u can c, each-a-cup is orange noww!!!.
its de 1st bubble tea store at 800+ before de bubble tea fever.
it was in its purple theme den..
told ya orange rox :P
and i saw this boi in john little expo sale.
omg de hat dam cute.
pls kindly inform mi if any ppl see it in outlet :D
and i am dam purple lols

in the past, more than 80% of my frens are using nokia, now?
less than 30/40% are using.
i guess nokia company has to do some serious reflection about their products yea?
*boss hiding in the corner and CRYs*

CCA recruitment days = noisy. lol!.
i am ultra bore at work now. cant wait for next fri to come *YAY. PH~~*
i am walking to work til the situation of de bus services improve.
cos de bus stop at my house ther is TOOOO crowded.
imagine like 100+ of TP students. (more than tat)
and oni 23 is double deck. -,-.
normally bus 15 will jus drive past cos de door cant even open -,-
and i don noe why the hell that the TP shuttle bus does not STOP at my bus stop.
and i don noe why de service 23A is not working too?
imagine ppl who work at bedok, eunos area, or even lavendar and parkway parade.
bus 15/23 is their sole transportation.
becos of de TP students who are attending school 3 stops away.
they have to squeeze or miss several buses to reach their destination.
or wake up like half an hr earlier. and they will deprive of slp by half an hr!.
stop giving craps like wake up earlier, if cannot den slp earlier lor.
bleah tats like daily routine, becos of the insufficient management of de bus and de school.
those innocent workers have to suffer? =(
ok watever. lols.

and those who treat opp sex extremely better than their same sex fren.
u can treat opp gender slightly better, cos i believe human beings are born with the thinking to show better side of themselves infront of the opp gender, as in the past ppl are jus born to mate.
BUT. in today's society is diff!.
if u are showing TOO much den u r either interested in the party,
or u r jus showing ur flirtious and desperity.
and get a mirror before u do it.
ppl without 自知之明 are simply disgusting.
conclusion : treat both sex *fren thou* as equal as u can
don flirt la. get a life. lols

i am hating too much ( cos uncountable) people oredi. i seriously think tat i need some mediation. lols

today is NAS syf, heard tat they got gwh! confirm? someone confirm for mi leh! lol!
or wait til tml when they post on de web, den i check on9.
** confirmed. GRATS TO ALL MY BELOVED JRS! =) u all made us proudd~ <33~

and why must i always be de one qian jiu other ppl?
frankly speaking i don like to qian jiu anyone esp to ppl i don realli like..
fk off.

anyway i wanna go resort!!!

don ask me why, i jus like to keep a distance between gal and boi.

interviews.

2009-04-16T21:25:00.005+08:00

so chinese and nursing is over, now is result waiting time.
i love both course now and bleah.
cant bear to make any choice between them? =(.
nvm. there's still time left =)..

anyway tp orientation is here man!.
but since im on leave, i will c tml =)..
** add ons. orientation is NOT fun. cos all de freshman crowd at de pathway, which, i cant walk?
and lots of students called or come and ask: i didn come for the orientation, i don noe my class, can i haf my matric card and timetable pls? -,-.. for ppl who got emergency prob or sick is ok, some is like, : oh i overslept, oh i got work today, oh orientation nth de ma.. -,-!. lol, jus come on monday 8.30 can take ok? don say things like: eh wat if my lesson at 12, den i got nth to do!. eh pls, u choose not to come for de orientation even its compulsory, den why u wan ppl accommodate u. find out urself can?. and read ur guide book.. arghh.. all de spoon feed kids.

anyway working in tp is bleah..
i jus picked a call from my home and i ans: hello, this is temasek business school, yes?.
10 secs later
the other side goes..: ... eh?
mi thinking *did i said something wrong?*
*oh ya!*
ULTRA PAISEH.

***. : huh why xxx in nursing, her A lvl not gd isit?
why do ppl haf such reaction!. to think tat thats my goal in sec 2 ok.
i think ppl hu think like tat, they confirm cant even make it to finish de course. =)

and i happen to realise one of my ______ people is SOOO bitchy. omg i am so angry but i cant do anyshit!. some one is so ke lian la.. kena play like that. omg omg. this is more than jus simple drama. bleahs. karma karma!

bleah

2009-04-06T17:23:00.007+08:00

4th month of my work and i am growing Horizontally -,-..
the scale jus move more and more to the right.
but i cant resist the temptation since i am a gluttony..
have been playing mafia wars and i think its qutie fun even thou its lame. lol.

anyway, have been picking tons of calls from students and parents.
asking the qns which has been ans-ed in the enrolment guide..
what is tat booklet for? why are they keep asking the same qns?
why don they jus to refer to those guides which printed for them by bombing lots of $$ and kill tons of trees? arghhh.. bleah..

went to gym for the 1st time in my life.. (ok, public and require entrance fee one)
wasn as bad as i expected.. eg: smell.. lol.
most females are doing running and cycling.. thats all.
zero female was doing other stuffs..

took up tkd and i think its pretty lame. (all are pri skool kids)
i think cos i got nth better to do -,-. nvm. new experience ;D.

oh dam boreee. quite a few of suicide case hur. all the teenagers and young adults. -,-.
why cant they noe that they are not solving the problems..
but jus avoiding it and leaving the people around them in misery? esp ur parents?
and those suicide due to army one(tat doctor). -,-.
wth. like tat all guys in army need to suicide isit..
people may say : u gal wat, no army, don noe how tough and miserable..
but wth ur daddy nv go army meh? he oso nv suicide rite?
and army days in the past was even harder rite.
i think people's life is too gd already.
too comfortable that they feel this kind of training is suffering and consider as miserable..
if they cant even take it now. how they gonna handle their future career and family?
confirm cui one lol.

anyway tampines one is opening this thurs, coffe club and carls jr! :droool:

my wish: hope my chinese is half as gd as fan wen shan :(

shoppppping

2009-03-30T23:00:00.003+08:00

watched confessions of a shopaholic..
even the story was like how HOPELESS a shopaholic can be,
but i realli feel like shopping now. -,-.
i am not so much of a clothing person, but i like bags. and my shoe spoilt,
I WAN SHOPPING CAN.
and after watching. bleah. the urge.
must wait til i get my payday. *DANG*.

i shall suppress this temptation. *wipe off my droool*

the main actress, guess how old is she.

she is married with kids. 33 this yr.. WOW..
i hope i can be like her when i am 33. boooo!

2009-03-27T20:34:00.001+08:00

watched ta xin feng bao jus now. (repeated from chn 55).
nice song.
Christine GlassMy Love Will Get You Home lyrics 'My Love Will Get You Home' 'Christine Glass' If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me.
My love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me.
My love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me.
My love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home.
xD

醉赤壁Tale of the red cliff 词：方文山曲：林俊杰落叶堆积了好几层luo ye dui ji le hao ji ceng 而我踩过青春er wo cai guo qing chun 听见ting jian 前世谁在泪语纷纷qian shi shui zai lei yu fen fen 一次缘份结一次绳yi ci yuan fen jie yi ci sheng 我今生还在等wo jin sheng hai zai deng 一世就只能有一次的认真yi shi jiu zhi neng you yi ci de ren zhen 确认过眼神我遇上对的人que ren guo yan shen wo yu shang dui de ren 我挥剑转身而鲜血如红唇wo hui jian zhuan shen er xian xue ru hong chun 前朝记忆渡红尘伤人 ...

omg seriously i love 方文山. so far i cant find anyone who can write as well as him.

seriously i don mind any course that i am going, i suddenly have no interest in anything oredi.
i shall stop being so paranoid. i don noe wat rights do i have to ask for more

i wanna catch departures, heard tat its realli nice. =)

bleah.

2009-03-17T08:42:00.004+08:00

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1132200/The-boy-set-getting-Cambridge-got-22-A-levels.html i think this person is dam cool la. $&#($#_ lolss and. can some one tell mi which? =( http://shopap.lenovo.com/SEUILibrary/controller/e/sgweb/LenovoPortal/en_SG/catalog.workflow:category.details?current-catalog-id=3634951826AE4D3881BFFF1AC5FCD957&current-category-id=475EADB57B7E4FDD821708277AD9DF62 or http://www.apple.com/sg/macbook/specs.html ??

24march : chose le, jus need to wait til june now WHEEEEEEE. omg i am freaking bore at work and have to entertain those SCAMMERS. dam. anyway i've launched a report, and it reminds mi of my previous case, 9 months le, yet to haf any new -,-. police force dam slack hor. i hope time will pass faster. COM'ON.=)

im updating rather often hur?
yups, cos i am bore. lols.
i am going for work later and later, i slp til 8 everiday -,-!.
and im slping later and later also, instead of 11pm =(.
*yawns*

went for nus open house on sun.
wat to say.
all courses left a rather gd/neutral impression.
except the Chinese studies.
they talked soo erm, timidly? softly?
they totally don sound like they are confident or proud of what they are learning. =(.

i think i am abit out of my mind nowadays. lol.
eg, i live at the 13th floor which is the highest of my block.
i walked into the lift and a guy was inside.
he: which floor?
mi: 18
he: huh?
mi: ya, 18.
he: HUH?
afterawhile
mi: OH YA 12.
-,-

o.O!

2009-03-13T20:54:00.006+08:00

Have been listening to this again and again..
soooo nice =)

想跟我吵架我沒那麼無聊
不懂得道歉我沒那麼聰明
好想要回到我們的原點

你又在哭泣我給不了安慰
我又在搖頭有那麼點後悔
愛情的發展已難以回頭
卻無法往前走

但身不由己出現在胸口
兩顆心能塞幾個問號
愛讓我們流多少眼淚

你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

想跟我吵架我沒那麼無聊
不懂得道歉我沒那麼聰明
好想要回到我們的原點

但身不由己出現在胸口
兩顆心能塞幾個問號
愛讓我們流多少眼淚

你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

random tots

你，爱过吗？

当你的爱人患上了绝症，你还会对你们的将来充满着无限的希望吗？知道两人美好的未来只不过是幻影，你还会去努力，还会无怨的付出吗？

男女朋友若有一方患上了绝症，虽然一开始嘴上说什么不介意，愿意一起对抗病魔，但通常在家人或朋友的七嘴八舌下，必定受不了压力而选择放弃，病魔还没来袭，便已投降，以＂我受不了爱人离去的痛苦＂作为理由，情比金坚简直是讽刺。我鄙视这些人，为何患难见真情变成了大难临头各自飞？何况其中一人还未＂遇难＂？山盟海誓变成了过眼云烟，我说这些人连基本的责任感都没有，更本不配得到任何人的爱。我们不一定要为了照顾他／她而放弃事业，朋友或家庭，只要让在他／她人生最后的旅程里，留下最美的回忆。

在一起不一定要轰轰烈烈，简单的感动，就是幸福的爱情。

i am not emo k haha

can u don like mi?
i don noe how to handle it.
before u wanna say anything..
think of how would i feel.

lol

2009-03-11T11:00:00.015+08:00

http://www.5m1.cn/showthread.php?t=7150&pp=0

jus finish reading this story..
touching stories cant impress ppl without regret,
i guess its the regret that makes the incident soo unforgettable.

here's one
有個惡魔路途中掉了一張面具
小女孩好奇的撿起來...看了幾眼就帶上去
結果惡魔面具依附在她的臉上掙脫不了
她變成了面貌猙獰的怪物

小女孩驚慌失措的跑回村子找母親
結果母親不認得她...還聯合村人趕跑她
女孩傷心透了

結果有個青梅竹馬的小男孩出現
出面認指她...因為他相信是那小女孩
小女孩得到有人信任...面具脫落
再度重回小男孩的懷抱

小男孩後來撿起惡魔的面具...
想試探看看那小女孩會不會認出他

然而小女孩不但嚇哭了...還要他別接近她
小男孩就帶著那張惡魔的面具,可憐的活一生
=(..
why do ppl care so much about wat other people thinks when he or she broken her leg?
disfigured? or having some uncurable disease? i think it is because when other people are having those problems, thats how the person look at those ppl, he/she look down on them, thats why the person is terrify hur? Like it is your fault to get bang by a drunker, bleah, i leave that all to something, called fate.

就算什么都变了，別連妳的心也跟著醜陋了

we always like to critisize ppl when they are being unfilial/selfish/heartless/mean/petite/etc etc etc.. to certain incident/people, but how sure are u that u will definitely be different from/better than them? nobody knows, even if u feel u are controlling all your behaviours and doings, we don noe what is going to be happened in the future, there's no certainty. Life is unpredictable, thats why life is interesting yea?

hmm
it seems lots of people don noe which course they wanna goo yea? and the school?
read the forum where the students talk about their school life.
and think of ur interest now. Many people scare they will lost interest in the later yrs, but i guess we will nv be certain of our future rite?
who noes we might end up so enthu/passionate about the course we are going for! :D.
there's always 2 sides of the coin, why do we always think about the negative ones.
Sometime we need the risk.. after all, success people are all the risk taker lol.
and don go for the course/school because it sounds better or more popular. go for something u like.{environment too) 4 yrs is not long, but its definitely not short either. best of luck to all de confuse ppl ya? ;D

lots of stories here http://holmeswatson.spaces.live.com/?_c11_BlogPart_BlogPart=blogview&_c=BlogPart&partqs=amonth%3D2%26ayear%3D2006

anyway some aunties are realli soo uneducated hur,
tok without using THEIR BRAINs, maybe its spoil or wat.
lets c who is the winner then, for ur mouth,
your daughter is going to suffer.
and i sincerely apologise to u my mom,
for layin u in such situation. my bad =(

9 march
i am soooo boreee. freaking boreee..
i hate holiday in poly..
there's no students, no lost and found, no boooking of study rooms,no enquiries, no taking of forms, no submitting of MCs, NTH NTH NTH NTH..
left with the computer infront of mi.
coldddzy counter which barely anyone would pass by?
i am sooooo going to rot my ass here.. bleahs.

there's a 80% chance of my grandparents coming to sg to stay wif us..
i am sooo happy can.. =).. i will be a filial grand daughter and take care of them.. xD.

to be cont.... ok i am in a bad mood. not ur fault but jus tat i suck big time. lols

lol

2009-03-07T20:00:00.007+08:00

i guess i digged my own grave
who always think that time is abundant.
and i don like to work hard for things tat don interest mi.
so i got nth to blame on except myself. lols

thks for those who gave me words of encouragement.
thks lots. really appreciate it.
many ppl are telling me i will be ok but i just cant rest my heart to it.

lets wait til may if i can enter my desire course anot.
at de mainwhile, keep the finger cross =S!

i was thinking, so wat if in the end i got in to FASS/HSS tat i wan?..so wat if i enter a course tat i don like?so wat if i enter any course tat i like in the 1st place or don like in the 1st place?i suddenly don noe wat i wan. lol. *confuse* bleahs.

2009-03-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

fish and co-ed wif jc classmates on wed and pizza hut-ed wif pri classmates on fri.

so 7 females and one male turned up. LOL..

guess everione's busy.

so wats next.. ya.. left wif 5 more days..

5 more freaking days!..

faster come jus get done with it. lols..

everione's stil lde same. hur?

300th post!

2009-02-23T20:13:00.005+08:00

LALALA.. 2008 is over and 2009 is oredi like
END OF FEB -,-~
cant believe de time is realli like..
PHHHEEEEEEEEE.. flying..
i have been working for almost 2 months..
fun place.. boring work.. average food..
get to meet realli diff kinds of ppl.. ok sooo..
life is orite and depressing at times..
handling lots of things at the moment..
arghh.. hope everithing will be over soon!..
ok tats all.. i am sooo tired =(..
poly is having holiday sooon..
and i am stucked wif my work. x.X..

ok.. lets c. A level result will be out de 1st wk of march..
so most probably 6th march yea?
and heres de COP for last yr..
http://www3.ntu.edu.sg/oad2/pdfs/COP.pdf
http://admissions.nus.edu.sg/sprogramme-igp.html
and applicants are advised to appeal for courses that require the A-level grades and Polytechnic GPA that are close to the A-level grades or Polytechnic GPA they have obtained..
so fast man =(..

bless my grandma pls.

lol

2009-02-14T14:37:00.004+08:00

due to certain reason, i am posting it. lols..
its a maple TREE. (ther are other reasons why i nv take wif a huge tree) lols
before 24:00, 14/2/09.
break none of de rules.

cried so bad for 1 litre of tears, but not as bad as wat others say. =x
omg dam sad =( can imagine it will happen to anyone =(

eh i feel de curious case of benjamin button is nice.. but i don think it apply to everione x.x

contradiction -

2009-02-03T08:47:00.008+08:00

I can be de most happy person..
and the most emo person..

was super busy and tiring..
manage to watch one piece til 312,
finished an emo anime of 14 epi, Kimi ga Nozomu Eien..
dam bs after watching lol.
finished nodame which de 1st special is super nice. =)

some thing to cheer myself up

i think the guy is super hot.. qi zhi No.1

ppl wif shallow minds cant go far.

somewords tat i hate
i see
kk

more@
http://www.i-mya.net/blog2gether/index.php?e=534

...

2009-01-16T09:32:00.008+08:00

end of 2nd wk of job.. =D
i am longing for wk end..
short wkend thou..
hate fri cos got lots of warning letter..
300+ to go..

now is de JAE/JPSAE/DAE period..
lots of enquiries..
calls everi moment.
im like education consultant oredi. -,-.
i don rmb those during my days.
wat i did was submit de appplication de next day.
den stay home and rot for the rest of the week.
but tru the enquiries on DAE, for ppl hu drop out from poly/JC..
its making mi nervous..
i noe i didn put in 100% for J2.
far from it.
i still thinking time is abundant even after my mid year..
i laff and despise muggers in school.
but study at last min doesn make mi smarter too..
if i study hard, i will not have to worry now for my result..
at least those ppl get to enjoy their long holiday eh?
basket mi made myself get into the same situation as the O lvl..
why i jus don learn from my mistakes?
sometime i jus hope someone would punch in my head and enlighten mi..
if i manage to get into the course i promise i will work xtra hard eh?
(ok it sounds so familiar from 2 yrs ago) -,-.

ok.. kick tat aside.
was watching one piece..
chopper is sooo cuteee
i think its nice.. (due to lots of funni scene)
luffy is a dumb ass
but i FMA still rules cos i think the plot style is diff.
they are aim is diff too..
later one is more mature..
I think jap anime will always rule xD..
u c sg will nv make any effort to walk or involve in it -,-~.

the island in de south~~ are warm~~
paina puru puru their heads get realli hot~~~
and they are all idiots~~

aniway.
kudos to phy+wc..
tat allow mi to noe about the job.
ok tat was long ago. =,=.

anyway.. ther are ppl hu are realli bias eh?
ok.. like i care xD

ppl ask mi got regret not goin poly not.
my ans would be: no.
the gd thing is..
i got to c ahem everiday.. LOL.

tiff. u still owe mi clothes..
and y r u still growing when u r 1.77 =(

男人说：“我爱你”
女人说：“我知道”
过了一段时间男人说：“我不爱你了”
女人说：“我知道”
又过了一段时间男人说：“我想好了，我还是爱你”
女人说：“我知道”
男人说：“你每次都说你知道，你真的知道？”
女人说：“我知道”
男人说：“你知道什么？”
女人说：“我知道，我爱你”

are we still frens?

loL!

2009-01-05T21:55:00.002+08:00

1st day of work today.. legs tired sia.. =,=
even thou nv walk much. =\..

watched xiao niang re..
cos everione is like afk watching.. -,-!..
last epi anyway..
felicia look &@(# sia.. =\..
i think ou xuan look much nicer..
even thou she is openly glorified.. xD..
nvm..
tml work again.. x.x

anyway.. more than half of de student will look at de wall of de office(for themselves) when they pass by. loL~

=)

2009-01-01T00:19:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YRR~ 2009 is RITE now!

awww i jus need to wait til friday. LOL

http://www.lovehkfilm.com/panasia/love_letter.htm
i htink its nice =(

bleah

2008-12-27T13:22:00.007+08:00

ZZZZZZ.. i am angry today!..
i suppose to collect my lens today..
and ok. its my fault tat i nv read the email properly.
so i didn noe it was 12 am SHARP..
i reached at 12.10.
and de seller JUS left. i was actually shocked tat she said its 12 pm sharp,
she needs to reach clark quay by 1.15, for interview..
i was on de last stop of de bus. 12.00.
i told her to gif mi 5 mins
AND SHE JUS GO OFF.. claiming tat de msg reached too late.
and demanded mi to pay $2 or de lens won be given to mi (which i pay oredi). =,=
eh clark quay needs 1 hr and 5 mins to reach?
i can go cck oredi -,-..
and she changed the meeting time for 3 times in total!!
6pm at tamp inter, 12-1 at tamp.... bleah bleah bleah
even thou de lens haven reach but she keeeep changing de time..
nv reach still kay kiang -,-
and we customers cant blame her for anything?
and she BLAME MI TOTALLY LIKE MY FAULT..
she got NO faults at ALL
she sms in de morning at 10+, wif de content saying.
cya later for lens meet up.
WATS DE TIME DEN?
and de rest of de sms is wif sarcastic and rude tonee..
things like.. fly ther ah... tell u liao.
omg i wasn believe customers are oways rite but NOW..
wif unreasonable and rude/impatient seller, customers are always RIGHT.
ok lol.. she jus wan de 2$, i shall jus treat as throwing to some beggars den.
she claim it oni charged when change of meeting.
i nv change de time. jus she don gif mi time.
spree-organiser cant ill-treat de customers jus becos ppl PAY 1st..
spreelover.com is still the best. =)
=(. spree-er gif de trust and expect gd and polite services.

warning!

de seller is trendyzone and 9236o7o3
looks scary i guess. lol
( i jus noe tat she is from rp and used to like py.. lmaooo)

and my temp is 37.9 now ;(

bleah

2008-12-17T14:25:00.004+08:00

out wif gang for buffet ytd and i admit my appetite sux hell ;(..
i gets hungry easily but i am full easily -,-..
watched twilight and yea.. xD..
ok la de guy and gal are both hot. jus de storyline in movie abit no gao chao..
xD..

ok i need a job..
any lobangs? =)

tiff tag mi and i shall post here den.. LOL

Rules and regulations : Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state the rules clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 names to be tagged & list their names.

1) I love to watch happy tree friends. i think its super nice..
2) i cant stand still, i will move here and ther. standing in mrt or talking to frens.
3) I'm never once attracted to guys that are popular among girls. (exclude celebrities)
4) I have nv bought something more than 100 for myself.
5) I don realli like ice cream, its too cold -,-..
6) I love listening to horror movies and stuffs. but i don like to watch them..
7) i have oni one dress at home, its a prom dress.
8) I'm very sentimental( maybe somehow the way i treat my things doesn look like). I've been playing de same game for de past 5 yrs..
9) i love orange, but i don like orange pants and so on. lols
10) I hate places that are very crowded.

i am lazy to tag cos ya.. -,-.. and i think.. everione can do as long as they wan.. LOL...

found some movie quote on de net..
some quite meaningful ya? chinese thou =)

-爱情，失去和拥有只在转瞬之间 ----甜蜜蜜
-A man who is not a father will never be a real man. ——Godfather《教父
-星星在哪里都是很亮的，就看你有没有抬头去看他们 ——《玻璃樽》
-什么是权利？当一个人犯了罪，法官依法判他死刑。这不叫权利，这叫正义。而当一个人同样犯了罪，皇帝可以判他死刑，也可以不判他死刑，于是赦免了他,这就叫权利! ——《辛德勒名单》
-上帝会把我们身边最好的东西拿走，以提醒我们得到的太多！——《四根羽毛》
-我们要学会珍惜我们生活的每一天，因为，这每一天的开始，都将是我们余下生命之中的第一天。除非我们即将死去。 ——《美国美人》
-做人如果没有梦想，那跟咸鱼有什么区别？ ——《少林足球》
-不要相信漂亮女人，尤其是不穿衣服的裸体女人。 ——《偷天陷阱》
-生活不是电影，生活比电影苦 ——《天堂电影院》
-爱，就是永远也用不着说对不起。 ——《爱情故事》
-如果，我多一张船票，你会不会跟我一起走？” ----《花样年华》
-有人就有恩怨，有恩怨就有江湖。人就是江湖，你怎么退出？ ----《东方不败》
-失去了的东西永远不会再回来 ----《冷山》
-真相是一种美丽又可怕的东西，需要格外谨慎地对待 ----《哈里波特》
-我不相信有天堂，因为我被困在这个地狱的时间太长了 ----《亚瑟王》
-我们太快的相识，太快的接吻，太快的发生关系，然后又太快的厌倦对方 ----《大城小事》
-It takes a strong man to save himself, and a great man to save another.Remember, Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things and no good thing ever dies!Get busy living, Or get busy dying.《肖申克的救赎》

累了

2008-12-11T21:00:00.004+08:00

我累了，我是真的累了，
同样的话听了无数遍，
明明知道这是早晚的事，
为何还要耿耿于怀，
为何还要做出无用的挣扎，
也许人的天性就是不愿向命运低头，
直到碰到钉子为止。

累了却睡不着，
好辛苦，
好累，
好想好好的睡，
雨静累了，
雨静什么都不想要。

不想长大

if everithing rely on feeling, where is de Conscience.

i hate excuses

anyway.. happy birthday to chris today (:

bleahs

2008-12-10T22:35:00.003+08:00

ytd was dizi chalet/bbq
eat quite little lols..
hmmm went k den go chalet.
and my throat still hurts.. bleahs..
it was fun ya? (:.. since lots of ppl haven been seeing for yrss.

dizi range from 97 badge to 2008 batch @.@ ok la.. alot ppl nv come oso lols.

life wasnt easy for mi now..
i guess fate wans mi to be stronger.
so yups.. i think i shd be strong ya? (:

To Jay,

杰伦，
从觉得你很拽，到喜欢你的歌，喜欢你的性格，
你是我第一个偶像，第一个买专辑的,
无论开心，无聊，悲伤，总是有你的歌陪伴，
谢谢你的直率，
谢谢你对音乐的热忱，
谢谢这六年，
谢谢你的歌。
谢谢你的出现

我累了，雨静累了,
但我会坚强。(:

TPJC Prom - Midnite Masquarade

2008-12-05T20:40:00.006+08:00

Lol.. i am such a lazy person..

lalala.. so 1st dec was our prom..

its at grand copthorne waterfront..

the environment is greatttt. :D..

but other than tat..

de prom was lol.. :(..

eh de food served dammmm 'fast'..

by de time the main dish was served,

de hunger was not ther anymore -,-..

almost 1/2 hr for a dish.. bleahs..

served til 11.. :(.. far away from dinner time..

some ppl went zouk after tat.. lols..

basically i don haf a lot of pics..

no cam ;(.. so gathered from ppl and my hp.. xD.

wooHOOO

2008-11-22T18:20:00.006+08:00

a lvl's over!.. was freaking happy on thursday..

cos we are de last few to finish.. lols..

poor bio students..

but i was dam lost at night.. cos

no more skool.. =.=..

omg nth to doooo..

:(.. awwww..

spend alot money nowadays..

spreeing and so on.. awww awww awww.!

how can i haf no $$ for the holidays!

and happy birthday to everione who born in november!..

:P.. will catch up wif ya all soooon!..

loves everione!

after all.. 1 yr 9 months of jc life is over..

too fast to notice..

tpjc.net is de most frequent web tat i have been going..

sorry to all my teachers if i have caused trouble..

i might not do my work..

i might not pay attention..

i might be slacking..

but thanks for the patience for tahaning mi as ur student..

Thks to my class..

for being cliquish yet united when we have to work together..

A unique gang that i won regret to meet

Thks to my clique.. for being ther always..

to share happiness and disappointment together.Thks to dizi section..

we slack and practice together..

we eat in co room despite all de warnings given. xD

Thks to the rest of the people who are ther.. whom i know..
thks for the memories that u all have given me..
thk you people
thk you tpjc

gogogo

2008-11-14T18:48:00.001+08:00

yujing..
jus 6 more days.. jus 6 more days..
hold on..
ya don gif up..

to everibody too..
don gif up :)

A levels!

2008-11-05T22:34:00.002+08:00

it's been the 7th day of my A level..
haha.. i've been struggling! not a single day of rest ;(..
cos my paper is on everiday!
of course did some slacking thou..
3 and the half of the papers are down..
1 and the half to go..
cant wait for everything to be over!..
it is definitely the most hard working period of my entire life..
so one and the half years were fast ya?
hope i will do better than my prelims..
gogogo!!.. tml's chem paper 3..

bad news was.. i nv finish a single full paper til now :(

titleless

2008-09-29T19:33:00.004+08:00

Jay's new album!
igot all his song le..
wheee.
this song.. dam meaningful..
listen le wan cry..
GANDONG!

「稻香」Fragrance rice
作词：周杰伦作曲：周杰伦

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
If we have too much complain for this world
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
We will not dare to walk if we fall
为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落
Why people are so weak and give up on themselves
请你打开电视看看
Switch on your tv
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
How many people are working hard for life and facing the reality bravely
我们是不是该知足
shdn we be contented
珍惜一切就算没有拥有
treasure everything even if we couldn have it

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

Razorblade Embrace says:
it's nigh upon impossible to stop him from playing it
: ) yu Jing . to be strong. to end my misery says:
lolz
: ) yu Jing . to be strong. to end my misery says:
u oso addicted?
: ) yu Jing . to be strong. to end my misery says:
:X
: ) yu Jing . to be strong. to end my misery says:
i tell u i hate wow!
Razorblade Embrace says:
i broke my addiction at Os
Razorblade Embrace says:
you aren't the first girlfriend to tell me that
: ) yu Jing . to be strong. to end my misery says:
he had nv been addicted so much since last time. roar!!
: ) yu Jing . to be strong. to end my misery says:
stupid blizzard one day i will burn their company
Razorblade Embrace says:
LOL
Razorblade Embrace says:
again, not the first, not the last

O.o

2008-09-08T18:34:00.008+08:00

was watching hot shot this few days!
exaggerated!..
but lzx was dam loled pls..
omg.. i think the show is more likely his one man show.. -,-..

ytd was my mom's birthday..
bought her a cake..
wheeeeee

got back my prelim result..
:(..
was bad..
i failed GP.. :(..
omg my compre.. CANNOT MAKE IT!..
awwwww! i wan tuition!..
i wan Crash!
i need someone to chase my work after mi!!..
I believed that i can do much better thou..
AND I BELIEVED TAT I WILL BE SUPER HAPPY IF I IMPROVE ALL MY SUBJ BY 2 GRADS AT A LVL.. BOO! ( one grad is gd enuff thou =x)..
need to work super hard cos i have been slacking..
awwww.. must tell myself to work hard everi moment!

for those who are jus starting ur prelim..
GD LUCK AND WORK HARD!
:D.. wheeez

This cute [lazy] cat was hiding behind me when i was hiding under the flat..
waiting for the pour to be smaller..
CUTE!
:D

came across in my skool forum
See Cheng Hui wrote: Nah. I am a pseudo-mugger. Never been one before.
Ezovex Dickson Goh Ce Xiang wrote: Pseudo my foot.... WHO EVERY DAY STAY IN THE LIBRARY UNTIL 8++++ AH? Like that not mugger NO ONE ELSE IN THE WHOLE WORLD will be considered as mugger already..

True..
someone in my class said she is dam slack for pre prelim wk..
when someone ask how long she studied when she is slacking..
she said :' 5hrs'.. LOLed man!

my skool's computing students are more lame than ever.. loled..
omg it cant move.. interested can ask from mi.. LOL

..

2008-09-06T01:19:00.006+08:00

i hope my life ahead will be easier..
i wanna be happy and get on with life..
i believe the time is not here yet..
Stories are twisted by huever hu says it..

if u r realli so uprite and gd..
no need to scold behind ppl's back..
and nth is one sided..
don understand diff perspective?
tok about it waste my energy..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

i feel that are some things that a guy shd do no matter wat..
- If u love a gal, don ever let her walk away, go for it...
- If the gal complain about something, don ever say " go find other guys la", its irresponsible for a guy to say it.
- If u love a gal.. keep ur promise.. unless she no longer willing to talk or spd her time wif u.
- If u love a gal.. don lie to her.. gals are sensitive, smart in a way.. they will noe..
- If u love a gal.. ur goal is to nv break her heart and take care of her with your best ability.
- if u love a gal.. never compare her wif the couple or people around u.. nv make her feel insecure..
- If u love a gal.. never spd 10 hrs on game and <1 hr on her
- If u love a gal.. Call her or find her if there are no reply.. don ever simply sit ther and wait..
- If u love a gal.. nth is too tired or lazy.. watever u do for her will be motivated..
- If u love a gal.. don keep her from anything.. wat u think, jus tell her.. cos if she loves u too.. she will be more than willing to do something about it..
- If u love a gal.. u will feel tat she is de most wonderful gifts tat god has given u.. u wan to treasure it..
- If u love a gal.. nth is too hard for u.. cos u r confident in solve de problems around u.. wif her..

listening to SJ songs and mv now aaday
fren sent mi lots..
omg..
some of them are realli FUNNI!.. :D

HOT :D

boo~

2008-08-24T01:22:00.005+08:00

ok.. i wasn veri happy last few days
and i guess i'm ok now!..

so wat happened..

starbuck-ed wif chris but..

takes hrs to read 2 books -,-!..

loled.. :(..

de book to long oredi..

SHOULD CUT CUT CUT..

olympic's ending!.. i love jing jing and huan huan..

AWW SO CUTE BOOO..

last month. perhaps 2 months ago..

i went for nas tapestry. aww.

our pinky principal changed..

mr chua seemed to haf more white hair growing on his hair..

jus feel tat all teachers have grown older..

time realli flies ya?

watched wif zl and she gave this to mi on tat day..

thank u (:..

went for a meal wif de gals at fish n co..
aww.. so sweet of them to gif mi a surprise. (:
went to de beach and played sparkers..so carefree..
i miss the life wifout exams and skools..
but i guess its gonna be oversoon...
jus 2 more months..
lets work hard tgt k?
even thou i am greatly in need of motivation..
boo!

ty zz for de birthday treat too..

and de rest for eating tgt! (:

my prelim is in progress..
finish next week..

so shit rite...

but i think its better to be earlier..

haha.. (:..

love u all lots! and i guess my darling looks better wifout spec..

booooo!

booo!

2008-08-03T00:25:00.004+08:00

out wif gals jus now for batman..
carl jr for dinner
it was realli nice (:..
loves! :D..
prelims are in 2 wks time.. :(..
i am totally not ready for it..

ytd was de co graduation bbq..
sad to say..
it was the suckiest ever.. lolz..
even thou it was suppose to be all the j1 and j2 members..
but i realise it was split into 3 grps..
exco, j2 mem, j1 mem..
wth is this?
wif the exco squeezing here and ther..
some frenly-wanna-be ex-exco taking picture desperately..
it was worse than any gatherings that i have been to.. lolz..
i am not shooting any j1s anyway..
they are not to blame for..
i am glad that ther are no more co..
no need to c the bitch face..
but wth is tat she took one subj which is same as mi..
disastrous k..
seeing her is worst than seeing cheng lai.. lmao..
perhaps ur sec skool DO reflect some of ur moral values..

end of complain..
eh i need to be motivated..
GOGOGOGO!.. tats all..
lolz.. my fa xie post again..

2008-06-19T12:04:00.015+08:00

1stly

Here's 2 of my nintendogs!. they live in harmony! muackx!

wheeeeeeee.. here's the last wk of skool oredi!
time realli flies isn it?
ASTON-ed and Hulk-ed wif the gals last wk..
and mh passed mi her tpj shoe bag.. :D..
wheee.. so nice... esp wif the fish ther!.. lol!..

GSS in TM. puma promotion and darling bought this..
sort of swimming suit for mi :D..

Cos i got skool on wed..

so we went to sentosa the day before..

kh had nv been in a cable car before..
He was dam scare and don dare to move a inch =,=..

Look at his scared-face.. boo!

So i moved and took a pic wif him! loL!

We went to the beach..

but its so hot ther.. haha!..

so we took the yellow line for almost 3 rounds!

to enjoy the air-con ther! :X

We went to underwater world!

almost the same as we went few yrs ago..

but ther's more attraction..

like u can put ur hand into the small aquarium? Kh's hand.. loloL!

Here's the smallest eel i have seen :S

And angel fish is always my fav! ( its actually a sea snail thou)

The walking path...

The last place we went was dolphin lagoon..

So cute!..it can shake hand.. catch ball.. jump circle and blah blah blah..

lots of tourist were clapping hands too..

too bad its far from us..

cant realli take any pic.. :(

Ate carlx' jr for dinner and bus-ed home..

end up i got a serious flu the next day..

air-con in the bus seemed to be free of charge..

wat a waste of resources :(

Ytd after skool

went e-hub for super dog!

waited 1hr+ for KFPD to start..

it was nice.. SO funNI!..

better than expected..

i think the moral of the story is..

believe in yourself..

you can make wonders.. :D

tataaaz~

awww

2008-06-10T00:24:00.003+08:00

so... half of the holiday passed..
so fast.. nv realli do anything...

i start to scare..
i scare of old..
i scare of death..
both couples of my grandparents are still alive..
i believe that i am very fortunate to have spend time with them in my childhood..
and even til now..
they are in their 70s now..
grandma's health has always been a problem..
i am fear of losing anyone of them..
i hope they will be healthy..
i hope they are able to hold til the moment i am independent as an individual..
and when i have my own family..
i hope when they leave..
its without pain and suffering..
i love you all.. my grandparents..

everimoment..
people born..
people die..
thousand yrs of corpse.. ashes..
build up the history of human empire..
and its still going on..
one day..
i will be one of the ashes..
bury with the earth..
to welcome the end of the world..

http://www.goodybooks.com/books_iby.htm
a nice novel tat i came across..
enjoy.

BORE LA

2008-06-04T16:24:00.007+08:00

BORE BORE BORE.. holidays..

no mood to study at all!

and wif all the nice show at night..

lolz.. ;(..

a BAD BAD news...

UOB mini debit will be DISCONTINUED..

with effect ffrom july..

they enclose my card oredi. ;(

AND WHY IT CLOSEEE!!

i am attracted by the niceeee design kayyy..

its small, the colour is nice.. awwww..

is dam saddening la..

nobody supporting it?

awww come on ppl.. ;(..

why u all don choose tat card!! sobbbb...

but its over..

its a pity that the prog is over..

but nvm..

we still get to keep the card as a sourvenir..

lol!.. i love uob don noe why.. xD My NDS!My pencil case.. match wif my note booK!

btw. HK drama heart of greed IS DAM NICE (tang xin feng bao)
it won 6 awards last yr for de TVBS award.
SO THRILLING HOHOHO!

holidaY!

2008-05-25T23:46:00.005+08:00

its holiday!.. haha!
finally can have MORE slp..
LESS work.. and NO school til sooo late..
but haf to go back to school everiday on the 1st wk of hols..
update later.. too late now =\

so its.. 27th of may now,
about 1 pm in the afternoon..
sitting infront of the lappy wifout lunch..
growling...
today the school undergoes 2 blackout..
means no electricity for the whole school..
people began to shout like animals once the light went off..
irritating..
one in bio and one in maths..
somehow, it was much more noisy during the maths lect..
when we combined wif art class.. lolz..

went tj concert on 24th may..

haha! not bad overall..

cos de main focus is on woodwind! ;P..

wooodwind rox ;P.

all de pic is dam blur thouU!

saw pri skool fren jolyn too..

she is in de sheng (:

谎言是美丽的，但现实是残酷的。
人生是短暂的，但希望它短的有意义。
知足是经常说的，但还是会钻牛角尖。
快乐是到处都有的，但往往被我们忽略了。
幸福是许多人想要的，但有了之后却不懂得努力和珍惜。
一个人的力量可以很大，但没有了你地球还是会转。
逃避是没有用的，但至少，等到我有勇气的那一天。

WHEEEEEEEEE

2008-05-12T20:21:00.005+08:00

ok, its DAM long since i last updated.. =X..
too lazy too do so.. x)
a month has passed!..
spd quite a lot of time on RO n viwawa.. =S.. gay hor..
and east zone concert was over!
nv take pic thou!.. hahaha!..
tat day was dam fast, maybe cos its at 5pm..
n YL wat do u mean by PROMOTED TO DZ!
i am DZ all along~~ xP
but.. x.x.. time realli flies. (:..

met up with gals for several times this month..
happy things happened..
sad things happened..
life's up and down..
life's irritating..
but amazing..

run out of words.. haha.
tats all then..

find pocoyo realli cuteeee.. (:
how can u resist this blue little stuff

went for a concert in esplanade on last last wk end.. :D

hohOHO~

2008-03-22T23:49:00.004+08:00

wheeee...
exams r over!.. but guess won be doing well..
last min work again :(..
dad said if i cont to be like this..
my a lvl will be a goner..
lolz...
went out wif gals for popeye xD..
great meaL n photo!...

watched sky of love jus now..
awwwww.... it was not as detail as de novel..
buts its great for de 2 hrs..
but some parts got cut off.. de middle n de last part..
video quality sux -,-..
didn feel the guy shuai at 1st..
wif his white hair..
but after he wear the hat..
so cute~~~.. awww..
the story is dam touching and romantic!..
i guess wat makes de gal so strong is the power of love!..
so envious!.. she still get to be wif the one she loves..
of course i don wan it to be happened to mi!..
cannot take it.. will die sia.. lol..
overall.. Japan is abit scary.. >.<.. 18 can marry.. rapin is common.. lolz.. tats all for de day.. tata! xD 8th april ok.. its been... realli long.. since i last update.. lolz.. i have been playing ro again T_T.. SA kinda badly done.. teacher tell mi not to slack lolz.. =\ but.. after exam always want to play de ma.. reflex action.. lolz.. but as a lvl r getting nearer.. i feel unsecure.. i feel i gonna do badly.. i feel like escaping oredi :(.. some ppl goin army tml le.. ou xiang goin army le.. wonder how he look like when he's botak.. awwww... he care for his hair so much and now its gonna be shaved.. :S.. out wif the gals last fri.. awwwww.. went bedok den PP.. bought some stuffs and eat gui lin gao.. hahah! 1st time and it might be de last time oredi!.. everione grown up.. wonder how would everione be after 2 yrs..

bored.

2008-02-26T21:18:00.016+08:00

i am bore..
seriously..
bore
=.=..
skool, slp, skool, slp,
life goes on like this for the rest of de yr.. -,-!..
i need something to spark my life.. >.<
decided to run 2.4 everiwk at least to train for nafa + slimming down..
decided to learn jap til may..
decided to not to slack so much (OMG)
hope one day can be longer so i can slp more!
hope this yr faster GONE.
hope i am happy always!
and everione around mi!

and happy belated V/frenship day~
guess u all got lots of sweetness on tat day le!
thkz peeps for all ur efforts and i love them lots. <3~

dam tired.. chingay was over!!.. but i am still tired!
no time to slp! ;(. still got cca!
argh!! :(
chinese1 SA next fri!
after holiday is rest of de subjs! omg omg!

here's some secret pic for CG! hoHO~

EXAM IN 2 DAYS TIME
SOMEONE SHOOO MI TO STUDY!

Stress and tired.

yet still slacking.

i don wish to come to my blog everitime jus to scold ppl..
but sometime, they r jus irritating and disgusting..
she might gif a frenly and helpful impression to most of de people..
but not mi.. i am not tat shallow.
its better to noe her in short term than long term..
to c her 10 hrs a week (direct contact) is DAM miserable..
action about her subj combi..
so fake and hideous (ying xian)..
to smile to her becos of basic courtesy is a pain in the ass..
and i have to bear it.. and there are months to go..
bitches do not have the right to share social equality wif human.
ARGH!
tats all den..

WHHHEEEEEEEEEEEE

2008-02-10T00:21:00.000+08:00

1st of all

Happy Chinese new yrr~

~.~yr 2007 was not a gd yr thou.
life's been up and down..
many things happened and i face problems which i had nv face before..
nvm~. jin yi shi, zhang yi zhi..
hope tat 2008 would be a better yr..
and of course! its my A lvl yr! OMFG.
it MUST be a better yr or i will bomb the MOE!
JK~
jc life was fast.. too fast to even realise i haf spt omost one yr wif my classmates..
maybe i have yet to noe more about them..
cos half of de class is malays and indian. :(..
cca was not as gd as in nas thou..
some people are much more xian shi and 'fake'..
fake until u don even wish tat u noe them.. arghh.
nvm.. less than 1/2 yr to c them liao..
gdbye forever (:

ther's a increase in frequency of meeting the gals.
so glad to c them and we r still de same old sec4 peeps..
except tat someone is slimmer and more femine (:

last but not least. i have made a decision in the starting of yr..
i hope its not wrong and to some of my frens.
this might not make u veri happy but..
i believe this time round..
i should follow my heart..
i shd listen to the voice inside mi..

ok.. so.. lets fight for our desire!
and live without any regrets!
Gambatte neh~ <3~
tata~

wat's ur point of view

2008-01-27T11:57:00.000+08:00

quote from someone hu claimed tat he don love her
'if ur wish is to love mi. i won let u down. i think i will gif u a chance (:'

bleah.. busy busy busy

2008-01-17T18:51:00.000+08:00

Start wif..
qvxq is kinda CUTE
:D.. watch their show drama at tudou.com ;P

skool's making mi too busy..
i got almost no time to go out.
no time to finish my work.
no time to sleep.
no time to watch tv (lol)
a surprised bio test on the 2nd day of skool..
tadaa! i flunk as usual.. lol..
from next wk onward, there will be test for everiweek..
crap..
mid yr this yr is in march..
march is not even de middle of de yr. -,-.

cca twice a wk.. thrice if performance is near (WTH?)
and u expect us to perform well for mid yr?
-,-... nv use brain isit. zzzzzzz..
this is so unfair compare to those 'once-a-wk' cca..
yet, those ppl are complaining.. lolz.. shut up and die.

conductor is changed and guess wat..
i think i like de way he teaches us..
if one part cant play properly he will say "instrument xxxx, go out prac 10 mins, the rest continue".
however, some intrument complain tat he is too fierce
but i think tats de way..
and at he's not bias..
nv scold mi at all.. LOL!
unlike de bias fat guo hu will jus slack tru.. =X..
most of all, said his sarcastic jokes on mi..
even if i 1st time play de song.. -,-!
he shd be a fishball and kena bbq! :S

i am too tired..
i am afraid tat i will jus give up one day..
My minds are weaken everymoment.
10 more months before everithing's over.

>.>''

2008-01-03T15:42:00.000+08:00

YOYO!..
lol.. skool re-open-ed. :(
cant wake up everi morning. x.X..
jus realise something..
ther's 146 students in tpj kena kick out or retain. @.@.
=.= i tot. 100 oni? -,-! lolz..

morning got subj test for bio..
and cher told us like.. ytd.. =.=!.
:(..

got a serious backache, which i cant stand up once sit down..
awwww.. went to chinese medical and now my whole body is aching =\

booooooooo!

2008-01-01T13:08:00.000+08:00

Merry X'mas and a Happy new yr!.

wheeeeeeeeeeee.. so busy this few days and..

TML SKOOL'S REOPENING O.O..

nv finish my work lol.. x.X..

xmas eve went to wisma atrium for dinner..

not so stupid to countdown ther loL!..
cos it is so crowded everi where..

went to douby to pass keon things..

lol.. still feel de thing i pass veri lao tu..

but looks classic ma..

wah don scold mi leh. ;(

but i finally noe wher is PC hunk -,-.

after that went back to tmall..

met hoong for chipmunks..

:D.. so cute de 3 little thingies.. AHAHA

went for dizi bbq on last fri..

and play at lydia's house til 7+..

de fire start from 6 to 9 -,-!.. wow..

it still failed.. so yl go and buy a new pack of charcoal =X.

went home at 12.. :(..

and we took photo when many peeps are oredi left. =X

ytd was great.. its gals' day~

Ms Lee treated us to swensen!..

had our lunch at plaza sing..

went to meet gals and headed angelia's house..
ty angelia for the night~. :D

tats all and i think i need some rest..
must finish my essay today! tatas

last wk of de holiday!

2007-12-21T14:50:00.000+08:00

Last wk of the holiday is coming soon..
Means skool is goin to start soon too.. ;(
i haven touch my work.. -,-..

so on 19 of dec, is the last training of co by fat guo..
we are changing instructors..
ate pizza for the farewell party..
talk 1 n 1/2 hr wif him.. =\..
next yr is a brand new set of chers liao..
don noe gd or bad.. x.X..
went to meet the gals at 5..
i reach bugis at 5+++++..
efficient rite.. xD..
from the pic u can noe wat we did..
ate lots of prawns and got a phobia of eating it at home.. -,-..
27bucks for de dinner was kinda a scam..
went home wif 0 dollars in the wallet =X..
the place was purplish u c
so we spt de romantic night ther.. : D

kudos to mh and chris for de changmai souvenir

angelia for the movie tix. xD

muacks all

tats all for de day.. tataaz

HOHOHO~

2007-12-14T13:34:00.000+08:00

i am back in sg last few days...
too tired and lazy to blog :X..
blog is dusty as usual -,-!..

blogger sux!..
i upload finish de pic..
i accidentally deleted de whole post..
den its autosave function..
save an empty post. -,-..
how great.. lolz.

i hate ppl take their own sweet time on the plane..
when de plane reach the destination..
pls get ur ass fast and check out ok..
1st. it will be bad for ppl hu r waiting outside.
2nd. u r blocking de way and ppl cannot move la..
airport not ur house ok.. lolz..

within de one month had been slacking and so on..
went to hang zhou for 1 day+ and yi xing for one day..
weather was cold.. i end up hiding under the blanket most of de time. lolz.

a veri famous temple in hang zhou.. call ling ying si..

de famous xi hu ;S
went to wuxi's chrysanthemum exhibition.. chrysanthemum export from cities all over china.. entrance got 2 dolphins ;S

its the world's no.2 well.. I THINK.. cos i don noe de quan yan is wat =S

a small garden of chrysanthemum.a dragon and phoenix. wif chrysanthemum

Dragon at the exit ;Xthis is de zhou hai in yi xing. forest of bamboo.. wher wo hu cang long was taken here.this is de cemetery. haha.. went to c my zu xian.. lolz.. dam tall.. climb til leg break.. kns.. :Shide in the house ytd to finish de whole of hanakimi.. woot. :X..

i noe i am dam lag but.. NICE LOL..

wu zun zun :X

omg

2007-11-11T22:35:00.001+08:00

omg.. i will not be in sg tml..
gonna miss all de peeps omg
x(..

contact no is 98327101 for oversea.. lolz.

:)

2007-11-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

have been promoted. :).
feel so wanted to go for jay's concert.
x).. so happy today..
maths and gp lecture tml..
god bless.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz

2007-11-05T19:52:00.000+08:00

i tot OP is de worst thing..
I THINK I n R IS EVEN WORST LA..
i am so fustrated pls.. omg..
i wan to bang my com. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
i said its cheaper to held de event in skool den expo and cher ask mi..
y u think its cheaper.. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz
ppl hu haf common sense would said EXPO IS MORE EX RITE?
omgomg.. I WAN TO BANG MY COMMM. ROAR.
i don care.. i am jus goin to hang up like tat.. bleahx -,-

OP IS OVER!

2007-11-02T17:18:00.000+08:00

today.. mark de last day for pw group meeting..
YAY! NO MORE PW.. NO MORE MEETING..
NO MORE DISCUSSION ON THINGS THAT DON RELATE TO OUR DAILY LIFE FOR SOOO LONG..
BWAHAHAHAHA..
i am so glad its over.. :(..
it jus made mi discover the bad pts of my grp members. -,-.
i think i speak abit too soft..
my classmates were mentioning tat its abit hard to hear..
oh man.. hu called it to rain during my grp's presentation.
and de sun came out during the next grp. zzzzz -,-..
my QnA was alrite..
accesser ask tat.. wat i admire about my groundbreaker..
LOL~~.. i think i should ask louis braille ;S..
nvm.. its over isnt it..
wheeeeeeeeeee...
no more skool til next wed..
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
i seriously love holiday! ;D..
wahahaha!.. tats all as i am too happy. loL!. ;D

Hi world.

2007-10-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

A lvl chinese today.
it went well ya?
maybe becos i don have the stress as it doesn count into my A lvl..
so i'm relative relax..
it was kinda managable..
hope can get my A.
haha.. jess's birthday today.
ate lunch and she came to my house for a moment.
talked some crap for the period.

classtee is here!.
jus like the one i blogged last time..
many people said it is nice..
i think the most striking word is that..
I'M ATTACHED (big fonts)
to 07S01 (small fonts)
lots ppl are curious about it. xD..

OP last rehearsal on wed morning.
aww.. so stress.. jus cant stop shaking :(..
anyway, after this week will be free.. x)..
and 7 nov!.. i noe i will get promote..
but den is promote or conditional? x(..
so long.. :(.. nvm.. it will come soon..
tats all for de day and PSP is realli attracting..
haha xD

hi!

2007-10-26T22:57:00.000+08:00

hi world!..
has been mapling for de pass 2 wks. xD..
ok.. get sian liao -,-...
bore.. A lvl chinese in 2 days time..
:(.. OP in 6 days time.. sobz..
i dam nervous for OP dry run
cher said my voice is shaking lol.. :(..
i shd be more confident!..
god bless.. tats all for de day!..
and i am so temp to buy de psp slim..
x)

= moodless =

2007-10-16T15:47:00.000+08:00

happy, cos exam is over,
sad, cos result is coming,
and i fail bio.. -,-..
and i cant depend on chem too..
i don noe la..
i am so afraid of chem.
kill mi pls.. x(

i feel sad,
not becos mom did not praise mi for improvements in chinese and maths,
but she said 'i am expecting an A from u.'

i hate those ppl who 'cry' tat they will fail and getting As and Bs(my classmates noes hu).
Shut up and die,
u r jus an outcast in everione's HEART.

thx ppl hu told mi i can catch tat fish..
thk u all.. love u all :)

omg omg!

2007-09-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

my bio is dying!
nuuu!..
someone help mi T__T..

Bleach rox!
i find this song so meaningful :D

Alone-

Your fragile, folded wings
are tired from the pure blue sky.
You don't have to force your smile for anyone.
It's okay to smilefor yourself.
That lonely feeling keeps creeping up on me.
A single candle still burns inside.
There shouldn't be an expensive
chandelier in a wild place like this.
Can I really bury it all with empty words?
I don't know anymore...
As long as we can swim freely in our dreams
we won't need the sky anymore.
Even if you can't let go of the past
I'll still be there to meet with you tomorrow.
Your fragile, folded wings
are tired from the pure blue sky.
You don't have to force your smile for anyone.
It's okay to smilefor yourself.

The Promos

2007-09-26T20:37:00.000+08:00

i will do it
i must do it
i can do it..
pls tell mi i can do it.
for goodness's sake.
promo is starting in 2 days time
ending in 15 days time..
i hate the feeling :(

bleah

2007-09-18T19:59:00.000+08:00

winning goodies from de arcade.. xD..
i am addicted to tat white sand's de ;S

the paper stand.. ;)

i wish i am skinnier..
i am growing fatter day by day in tpj =.=..

Hi blog!

2007-09-12T21:27:00.000+08:00

Hi my dear blog. Do you miss mi? x)..
no need to ans, i bet u do. LOL.
whee wheee.. busy busy busy..
whenever i wan to blog, blogger will haf prob. lol.
nvm. here i am!

Sept holiday was fast..
almost went back to skool everyday..
its a break for mi cos..
i get enuff rest! wheeeee
but in the holiday..
i am so addicted to on9 shopping -,-!..

these sushiS were made after my bio prac..
lol.. i got de urge to eat after the exp :S
got this pangya keychain! soooo cute la xD

super mario!

HAHA BEST OF ALL.. bleach umbrella..

i hope it rains everiday :)

HAHA.. SEGA PRIZE! MARIE SMALL CAT!.. DAM CUTE LA..

love it lots!.. try to catch it in arcade but alot $$ gone oso cannot can -,-!

tats all bax! tata!

REAL Tokidoki is soooo cute..

if only i can afford. HAHA. crap.

Happy teachers' day!

2007-08-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

Happy Teachers' Day to all the teachers who had taught mi or still teaching mi!. x)..
And i got my jay chou secret OST!!
its shipping on the way to my hand!..
need to wait for one wk plus thou..
but nvm.. yayness!.. so happy!..
50 bucks thou.. ;S..

Went back to nas today!.
met de gals and went to angelia's house after tm-ed..
hohoho~.. everione's de same except for sc.. :S..
changed so much eh. xD..
took lota of pics and watched part 2 of 'dead-xxxx'(forget de film liao) x.x..
enjoy de day and went home at 9+..
i am so so so tired now and i needa get my ass to slp le..
=P.. tatas

SECRET OST

2007-08-26T14:05:00.000+08:00

OMG.. THE SECRET OST LIMITED EDITION IS SOLD IN SG ON DE 1st DAY OF RELEASE AHH!..
WHY I DON NOE SIA?
DUMB MI DON NOE THIS OST INCLUDE TAT BOOK OF 100 PGS..
MY LAST CHANCE IS IN THE NEXT ONE WK..
IF NOT REALLI NO FATE LOL..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..
OUCH!!.. JAYYYYYYY =(!!!!
dam sad la lolz..
no mood to update..
BYE

~>.<~

2007-08-19T17:08:00.000+08:00

start off with my class tee!!
looking forward to receive it asap!

jx played this game to and passed to mi.. :S..
its 10 instead of 6
since i did tat before den i shall repost de 6s.=P

1. I hate to eat mushroom.. but i like things tat looks like mushroom.
2. I don't like people to put down the phone before mi. i feel.. ___ hmmm.. lol :S
3. I like to play games during exam period don noe y.. small test play small games.. big exam play big games.. x(
4. I like to eat all de green colour veggie, dislike all the black colour food.
5. I like to throw away the old clothing and towel(bleah bleah) whenever i have an overnight stay.
6. I wish to be in love but i don wan to be in love.
7. I got a total of 2 moles(i think), the biggest one is on my stomach :S
8. I am actually freaking pooor.. (realli!)
9. I like to squeeze my pimple( those riped one) whenever i saw it on my face.
10. I am an only child (unique hor?) but most people don think i am one? i wan a sister or bro alot x(.

Each player starts off the game by giving 10 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 10 weird things about themselves as well as stating the rules clearly. In the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
shall end here thou =P

hohOHO~..
out for the whole day ytd..
morning got de xiao yuan ji zhe thingy which my cher forces us to go.. x.x..
it starts at 10.15 and our teacher nv tell us la..-,-..
reach at 8.40+ den cy was kinda angry..
'wah lao go so early, y cher nv tell us'.
yalor.. =(~~.. or else i can slp for 1 hr more leh =(~..
dam nervous but ya..
ITS OVER LA.. feel so crap going ther.. :S..
bought laptop casing at yishun popular..
i oni saw orange ther~~~~.. xD..
went orchard and bugis afterward..
stupid wl keep scolding mi dumb nia =(..
had yoshinoya for both lunch and dinner ;S..
so nice xD.. wahahaha!..
went home at 8 pm+..
i love tat mushroom purse lots!
x).. kudos to kh =D..
lalalalalalala~..
tats all for de day and i needa finish my work now!.. xD
tatazz~

The Secret

2007-08-12T00:54:00.000+08:00

Follow The Notes Upon The Journey
The First Sight Make One's Destiny
With The Rapid Movement Began Incredible Journey
The Road Back Hidden In The Fast Lane Melody
When the voyage comes to the end Return tiles within the hasty keys...

Yu: why you like to play piano using one hand.
Lun: so tat i can hold ur hand with an other hand.

HOHOHO~ starting of wif.. TADA!
the secret =).. awwwww..
my hubby's 1st creation.. =)..
his 1st piece of movie is EE!!!
exceed expection!!!!!.. omg omg omg..
i have been crazy over his talent in music for de pass 9 hrs..
since i finished de movie.. lol!
its was.. haha.. realli nice..
the plot was.. fancinating. =).
wooohooooooo~~~
i am goin to get de VCD when it is out..
and.. hear tat they got de book wif the scene in the show?
argh! gonna get it too lolz.. :S..
aww i think i am crazy.. -,-..
watched it in bedok thou.. lmao..
guess wat.. cos i cant get tix on time..
and both of us are too lazy to buy de tix earlier.. x(.

jay's music talent is..
WOOHOOOOOO.. no wonder he is my 1st idol..
i am basically attracted by those music talented people~
lmao.. next wk's maths test..
have yet to do any revision..
cos i don noe how to do =S..
bad ah? lolz.. i am always like tat~~..
i must determine to get my ass up of de com and do some serious work!..
awwwww..
poly's going to have a long long holiday whereas we haf exam..
()#*()$&#$%#_%).. -,-!!.
peeps in poly..
enjoy ur holiday!! haf fun!!. x).

ermm.. am i veri not gal?
C h i n L u k x.x says:
u sld consider having a change in gender?

-,-.. lmao.. and de prob is not de 1st time hearing this.. :S..
okok.. basically i am veri girly and ya.. =).. u noe.. x)

hohoho~
hows the hair!? =P

love is showering upon,
care is giving to,
sacrifice is making for,
happiness is nurturing up,
i can feel this wonderful sense of____ .
wooot

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

2007-08-10T21:23:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO~. happy national day!
abit belated ya? :S.. haha..
have been chionging bleach for de past one wk.
manage to catch up all de lost episode by wed!.. =P..
tri cheers for tatsuhiro-chan!
bleach is so niceee.. awww..
realli gets better..
have been watching naruto but..
bleah.. it wasn TAT interesting..
so i kind of skip the part which not realli impt. =\..
this don happen to bleach thou.
i almost watch all de way! =P..

kuchiki Byakuya had definitely raised his level in my heart!
AWWWWWWWW! SHIOK!..
his bankai is soooo.. 'romantic' ok ;S..
realli cant wait to c the upcoming episodes!
and maybe i am goin to buy de KON.. =)
i will put it on my bed.. geeeeez...
Hitsugaya is cute too..
but de cutest now is nova =P.

WR IS KILLER..
and i hate PW. =(..

nova! x)

hitsugaya

Byakuya =)

HEYHYE!

2007-08-03T20:12:00.000+08:00

today is a day for slack!.. lmao..
haven do my elearning at all. ;S
no skool for de day =)..
went to k box in the afternoon.. xD..
i think i got sor throat le.. lol~..
watched simpson few days ago and ya..
lmao.. DAM LOL LA..
it was dam funni.. xD..
u all must go watch k?

wheeeeeeeeee.. next wk is national day..
hooray~.. but got test oso.. =(..
i haven revise yet..
must rmb to revise!..
or else die again. .x.X..
tats all fer de day..
so tired. x(

=(~~ awww

2007-08-01T20:52:00.000+08:00

i have made kh sad today..
sorri.. i am realli sorri..
sorri for making u worri..
sorri for making u so helpless..
i tot u won angry.. but..
sorri.. i hope u will forget this matter..
but if u cant.. tell mi bax..
tats all for de day and not realli in a veri gd mood..

HAHAHA test!

2007-07-28T20:22:00.000+08:00

http://www.astrology-numerology.com/num-lifepath.html
hohoho~.. is it true?

The Life Path 5 suggests that you entered this plane with a highly progressive mindset, with the attitude and skills to make the world a better place. The key word for your Life Path is freedom. In the pursuit of freedom, you are naturally versatile, adventurous, and advanced in your thinking. You are one of those people who is always striving to find answers to the many questions that life poses. The byword for the positive Life Path 5 is constant change and improvement. You want to be totally unrestrained, as this is the number most often associated with the productive use of freedom.

You may be one of the most compassionate of people as the 5 is surely the most freedom-loving and compassionate Life Path. Your love of freedom extends to humanity at large, and concern for your fellow man, his freedom and his welfare, may be foremost in your mind. A great Life Path 5 American President, Abraham Lincoln, issued the Emancipation Proclamation, and ended slavery in America. As the ultimate progressive thinker type, your potential in government, the law, and other positions of authority is unlimited.

You are a good communicator, and you know how to motivate people around you. This may be your strongest and most valuable trait. Because of this skill, and your amazing wit, you are a truly natural born salesman. This ability to sell and motivate extends to any sort of physical product all the way through to whatever ideas or concepts you may embrace.

You abhor routine and boring work, and you are not very good at staying with everyday tasks that must be finished on time. On the average, the number 5 personality is rather happy-go-lucky; living for today, and not worrying too much about tomorrow. It is also important for you to find a job that provides thought-provoking tasks rather than routine and redundant responsibilities. You do best dealing with people, but the important thing is that you have the flexibility to express yourself at all times. You have an innate ability to think through complex matters and analyze them quickly, but then be off to something new.

A love of adventure may dominate your life. This may take the form of mental or physical manifestation, but in either case, you thrill to the chance for exploration and blazing new trails. Surely you belong to a group considered the most worldly and traveled. Clearly you are not one to pass up a good venture. You have quite a lot of the risk-taker in your makeup. If you aren't putting your money at stake, you are surely open to a wide variety of risks in your everyday life. Taking the conservative approach is just not in your nature.

In romance, you hate to be tied down and restricted. This doesn't necessarily mean that you are unfaithful or promiscuous, but it does mean that a good partner for you needs to understand your nature. A relationship based on jealousy and having tight reigns is not going to work at all for you. A partner who understands your need to be free and trusted will find you trustworthy, even if you aren't constantly available and totally dutiful. It is important for you to mix with people of a like mind, and to try to avoid those that are too serious and demanding.

If you are living on the negative side of the Life Path 5, you are apt to be multitalented, but suffering from some lack of direction, and there is confusion surrounding your ambition. Restless, discontent, and impulsive, you may bounce from one job to the next without accomplishing much at all. A negative Life Path 5 can become very irresponsible in tasks and decisions concerning the home and business life. The total pursuit of sensation and adventure can result in your becoming self-indulgent and totally unaware of the feelings of those around you.

LOL! i find it abit similar to other tests tat i have been gone to.
and its veri similar to gemini too. =P
de comments is not bad k. xD..

ytd was de investiture.
awwww. so tired and sleep kinda early..
i am a guai kid now!
slp ard 11 everiday.. =P..
tats my goal!
shooo mi when i on line after 11+ ok? =P..

meet parents today..
lol.. my results can make ppl puke.. lolz..
dad was sort of gifin up on mi..
kinda glad cos ther will be less nagging..
but of course..
i cant gif up on myself!..
need some study grp or wat lo. :S..

took pics wif lota of senior..
but pz and shauna were late..
so wasn manage to get de pic.
as fer yx.. lol.. *LING*!. lmao~
hs mi n jc
zh mi n lao ren.. realise he tok dam A lol :S
mi n de 'couple' =D
guo lao shi~
ChiLing mi lao ren n lydia
francis n wx~
mi n OU XIANG :S
random pic! look at WK's face lolz.

HOHOHO~

2007-07-23T19:45:00.000+08:00

NICE MA? LOL!

T.I.R.E.D!
lolz.. lame..
ytd wanted to do my hmwks..
end up goin out de whole day..
so... work wasnt done..
=(.. bad bad baddd!..
x.X.. awwww.. life is gd without cca!
yayness! haha..
went to tm to meet keon after skool today..
mich and jess went to buy for celine her prezzie =D..
saw CL!..
AND WOW!..
without seeing mi in real life..
HE CAN RECOGNIZE MI SIA!!
he shout my name on de street and i got a shock..
HAHAHA!.. C we r fated.. lolz.. lmao..
but wat he told mi is tat my bag is too big for mi..
lol... -,-!..
keon looks great in his outfit la..
haha.. cant deny tat..
hope he won c this message.. LOL!..
happy for wat he had told mi..
but.. lolz.. he is too good for mi la..

tml will be a long long day wifout any free period..
awwww. =(..
mtp in 5 days time.. =(..
lots of work left for mi to do..
aww aww aww!

cultural night (edited)

2007-07-20T19:29:00.000+08:00

21.o7.o7
went for some shopping today..
and accessarY!
crown is soooooo cute..
i am kind of addicted to it liao :S..
or maybe cos i ytd lost tat crown clip..
so i am getting more :S

hmmm
rain today..
played veri little in the escape.
=(!..
why must rain today!
argh!

=D.. whee wheee
lets haf hopes in the fairytales.

20 july
okie.. start wif wl's post in his blog..
since i am gd.. then i will continue it :S..

1. I hate mushroom.. but i still drink mushroom soup without mushroom in it.
2. I don't like people to put down the phone before mi. (someone noes y =X)
3. I like to play games during exam period.
4. I like to eat all de green colour veggie.
5. I like to throw away the old clothing and towel(bleah bleah) whenever i have an overnight stay.
6. I wish to be in love but i don wan to be in love.
Each player starts off the game by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things about themselves as well as stating the rules clearly. In the end you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names:

hmmm.. i will choose 6 peeps hu most probably will read my blog den :S
Chinluk
caihui
christine
shuangying
muihong
rajab

1at of all.. took pics wif seniors!!..
ytd is the last time to c them perform on stage le..
awwwwww..
here's jus few.. cos rest is in lydia's cam..
hmmmmmmmm...
so TIRED..
my eye bags are..
u noe.. -,-!..
and.. don noe y..
i suddenly slim down 2 kg..
LOL!.. omg.. haha..
too stressss and too much prob le..
=(~.. hope i will be happy evveridayyyyyyyyyyyy =D~guanyue seniors!
cello bass seniors!
crappy seniors!
MY ou xiang senior!!
yea.. took 4 pics!!..
last time to c him like tat le.. =(~..

nice anot?
i like them.. =) ^ & v
de watch is dam nice ok! =)
cos its on mi ma.. lollll
went study wif chris for awhile..
before this.. tok crap wif yj and noe a new fren in lib..
lolz.. mj seemed so stress.. @.@..
suddenly glad to be in tpj.. :S..
promo is in 10 wks time.. =(~..
die die dieee!!..
i got so much things to do..
but all not relate to study.. :S..

wat i wan to do is..
GUITAR..
DANCE..
SING..
LEARN JAP..
LLALALA!..
=( awwwwwww...

all de feeling is gone for de moment..
shd i be happy or sad ;S

ANTI-FLIRT
SHOOOOOO

o.O!

2007-07-18T09:47:00.000+08:00

i am in skool libbbbbbbbb
song for the day will be my hubby's NEW song..

不能说的秘密词:方文山曲:周杰伦
小叶制作QQ260204076小叶永爱彩霞

冷咖啡离开了杯垫我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh~~
回忆的画面在荡着秋千梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变已走过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想象你在身边在完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

nice nice niceeeeeeeeeee.
hs was the 1st hu let mi heard this song..
i tot he lie la.. -,-..
cos the starting is so clear..
so not jay chou :S.. aww..
i don recognise my hubby's voice.. =(.. tats bad.. lolz.
so.. MTP on 28 of july.. -,-!..
i can simply use my finger and count down to my doom day.. lol..
hmmm.. miss lots of home work.. bad bad bad..

got my A lvl listening compre ytd.. lolz.
its was ok and i hope to get full marks.. hmm.. lolz x.X..
was having dilemma for the pass few days and i simply cant think proberly..
or conc or even be myself.. -,-!..
de feeling is so bad til tat i wan to bang wall.. lol..
i once told myself tat i will nv encount such prob again..
but.. wtf.. lolz.. if pinky noes it he gonna scold mi again.. :S
lolz.. so i sort of took wl's advise..
i am feeling better now and ya..
my prob is solved but i seemed to haf brought more trouble to other ppl.. =(..
why cant de world jus be perfect?
tats all de day all ARGH!..
lolz.. byes..

today saw wang qiang and liu li ming when pass ngee ann..
THEY WHACK KH!.. haha.. cute teachers..

bleahhhhhhh!!!!!!

2007-07-15T16:52:00.000+08:00

konichiwa!.. ok.. konbanwa soon liao.. lolz..
song for the day will be..

zl come to tpj on fri..
we tok til 8+..
due to HS and ahem's miscommunication..
LOL!..
noe alot things afterward.. =X..
and hs got play ro oso sia..
shocked.. lolz..

bore bore bore!..
wan to study and do work but den my mind is somewher else..
haha.. bad bad bad.. =(..
chris watch potter liao..
they said it was disappointing..
but nvm..
i nv read the book.. i guess it will be ok.. =3..
july babies all not free this month..
wah lao.. =(.. wan to go celebrate oso no time sia.. gg-ed

i wan grow taller!..
=(!.. i haven been growing for yrs.. =(..
cl is 1.80 and he said he is the shortest among his frens..
can i box him?
I WAN TO GROW UP!.. ppl pls remind mi to drink more milk!..
ther are oredi manny ppl told mi to drink milk anyway.. =X.
next week is busy week..
=(.. so bad.. i gonna be tired again..

gets emo ytd night..
wc told mi tat i should stay single for the moment..
cut off contact with them and conc. on study..
lolz.. hmmm.. it was a gd idea..
but i guess i don haf the courage to do so..
lmao.. i suddenly feel i am so geminism..
i am still immature..
anyway..
i shall not put my mind too much on this..
my focus shd be on study..
god bless..
tats all for de day and..
tataz!

Hideaki Handsome(秀樹帅) HaoSheng®² 3©'s says:
u choose urself,i think both arent gd
` yu J ii ng (: . says:
lolz
Hideaki Handsome(秀樹帅) HaoSheng®² 3©'s says:
cos they trying to make u feel bad
awww..

the 10 mins seems to be forever..
=)..

combine syfco :S

2007-07-11T00:41:00.001+08:00

11 of us.. :S..

dam 'cold' when taking this pic :S
we realised tat.. wx don noe how to smile..
maddi jia!.. she kissed mi on my lips today! O.O

mi, ql,lydia
lydia, zl, mi, ql
plus andy
kel n mi
lydia, hs, mi
zl,lydia, patrick, dam malu larsh!

mi, andy, lydia
mi n zl.. =).. best bud! hahaonce an idol, 4ever an idol! ql n hs

tats all! fun and tired! haha! =D..

13july 00.00am
HAHA..
Phantasmagoria says:
nice dp
Phantasmagoria says:
chio bu!!!!
Phantasmagoria says:
very long never call you that
Phantasmagoria says:
because you haven't been chio
Phantasmagoria says:
lately

lol.. y say lately instead always..
bleah.. this wk is bad wk..
cos veri busy..
currently got 4Us..
i wan to die..
lolz..
how to face my parents..
=(..
i need some mugging!
bleah!

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[00:41.20]等待一点一滴你对我感到安心
[00:47.95]感觉朋友关系有了新的默契
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[00:56.36]便利商店里谁也买不到
[01:03.69]我们最想要的东西
[01:07.59]只握在喜欢的人手上
[01:10.71]
[01:12.23]给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
[01:20.18]给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
[01:27.66]就算宇宙爆炸海水都蒸发
[01:36.19]只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱
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[02:00.25]我的最大幸福是发现了我爱你
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[02:08.73]灵魂有了意义用每一天珍惜
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[03:03.83]
[03:08.59]雨和天空也有相爱的可能
[03:16.69]望着你的微笑情不自禁
[03:23.62]
[03:31.41]给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
[03:40.00]给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
[03:48.01]就算地球毁灭来不及流泪
[03:55.92]只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱
[04:06.21]

LALALA

2007-07-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

hmmm!.. was suppose to do my bio hmwk but failed..
:S.. and.. its raining now..
=).. i love rain.. i feel good when raining.. =)
sometime it makes mi sad..
sometime it makes mi happy..

drake changed so much sia..
unbelievable.. he finally found a gf to devote himself to..
after stead for 8723043 times.. lols..
maybe true love does make a person to change for the better..
anyway.. we shdn care about who love who more..
love is not selfish..
love cannot be measured..
and.. we oni cry for the one we love and care the most.

alrite!.. next wk is busy wk!..
awww. =(~.. cca got 3 times next wk..
bad bad bad..
don feel like goin larsh..
if its in nass den diff.. =P..
nafa is coming.. =(..
i think i gonna flunk my 2.4..
arghh.. i hate to run at the stadium..
it jus seems to be endless rounds..
and under the hot sun wif open field..
i feel like a bbq fish.. -.-..

hmmmmm.. and wat..
show u de diff of a slacker.. and normal students..

` han (: says:
i go pack bag
` han (: says:
brb
` christine (: says:
OH YA
` christine (: says:
i havent packed my bag also
` christine (: says:
:S
` yu J ii ng (: . says:
LOL
` yu J ii ng (: . says:
need to pack bag meh

lmao.. they r so guai.. =(..

` desmond (: ; says:
10-12
` desmond (: ; says:
:D:D:D
` han (: says:
mine till 5
` han (: says:
beat tt
` yu J ii ng (: . says:
LOL
` yu J ii ng (: . says:
WOW
` desmond (: ; says:
sian i lose
` christine (: says:
mine supposed to be till 5.05
` yu J ii ng (: . says:
i got cca til 7.30
` christine (: says:
but
` yu J ii ng (: . says:
-,-
` desmond (: ; says:
ROFL
` christine (: says:
no pe
` christine (: says:
:D
` desmond (: ; says:
JING WIN
` desmond (: ; says:
JING WIN

DAM LOL.. lolz..
tats all for de day..
tataz. :S

[al:淋雨中]
[by:沉醉寒风]
[00:04.00]林宇中 - 空秋千
[00:40.00]
[02:02.84][00:55.38]荡秋千
[02:03.71][00:56.42]来回终究要停在原点
[02:07.64][01:00.64]望太远
[02:09.05][01:02.07]眼前幸福却忽略
[02:13.24][01:06.07]晃半圈
[02:15.93][01:09.05]圆不了爱恋
[02:18.80][01:12.02]高一遍低一遍
[02:21.49][01:14.64]风就吹散了永远
[03:24.75][03:01.02][02:24.49][01:17.58]还想为妳摇秋千
[03:26.90][03:03.99][02:27.80][01:20.74]对着夕阳扮鬼脸
[03:29.36][03:06.71][02:30.52][01:23.64]若月光再美一点
[03:31.93][03:09.59][02:33.43][01:26.36]我们会否把手牵
[03:34.78][03:12.43][02:36.46][01:29.36]还想被妳碎碎念
[03:37.47][03:15.09][02:38.88][01:31.99]当数流星的配乐
[03:40.37][03:17.97][02:41.67][01:34.74]妳却说妳等不到天亮
[03:44.09][03:21.78][02:45.61][01:38.65]空秋千陪整夜
[03:48.85][01:43.21]
[02:50.70]秋千和我失眠
[02:52.95]在妳影子身边
[02:55.86]这公园太想念
[02:58.52]妳无邪的笑脸

i believe..
ther's an angel, beside everibody.

(EDITED)

2007-07-06T00:17:00.001+08:00

i like flunk all my papers la..
)_$#(%*&)$#(%_$#.
was veri sad on tues..
dam depress.. but.. i am feeling much better now..
told myself tat i will stay happy..
i wan everione to be happy..
cos ther's always a reason for u to smile..

and.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WL!..
i am so gd ok!.. i rmb.. x)
ur memory is dam pooooor..
RMB.. when i am sec 2.. u r sec 4..
NOT SEC 3!!
but den u dam bad la..
said i got bf den got more worry..
............$)(*#&%)$#%_$#......
and don forgive ur bro..
cos he is a bastard.. :S

went to SCH ytd..
all de orchestra is soooo pro!..
i can say tat.. guys(not too ugly) who play well in music..
esp ER HU.. IS DAM COOL LA I TELL U..
WOOOHOOOOO!.. =D..

http://www.richardwiseman.com/quirkology/Total1.html
I GOT FULL MARKS HAHAHA..

17june!
THIS SHOE TRICKED MANY PEOPLE..
AHAHA lolz

07.07.07
song for de day =)
[al:梦里花]
[00:00.44]唯一纯白的茉莉花
[00:06.47][01:24.25][02:32.00]盛开在琥珀色月牙
[00:12.37][01:30.95][02:38.83]就算失去所有爱的力量
[00:20.16][01:38.19][02:45.82]我也不曾害怕
[00:25.37][01:42.88]
[00:27.59][03:19.03]张韶涵-梦里花
[00:33.52][01:50.52][03:33.07]专辑:梦里花
[00:39.06][01:05.28][01:17.50][01:56.88][02:10.14][02:23.17][02:50.63][03:18.22][03:36.07]
[00:40.38]天空透露着微光
[00:43.03]照亮虚无迷惘
[00:45.97]在残垣废墟之中
[00:49.25]寻找唯一梦想
[00:52.33][01:58.04]古老的巨石神像
[00:55.67][02:00.61]守护神秘时光
[00:58.79][02:03.62]清澈的蓝色河流
[01:02.24][02:06.92]指引真实方向
[01:05.64][02:10.41]穿越过风沙
[01:08.58][02:13.35]划破了手掌
[01:11.76][02:16.59]坚定着希望
[01:15.18][02:20.02]去闯
[01:18.19][02:26.54]唯一纯白的茉莉花
[02:52.05]穿越千年的石板画
[02:58.15]刻画着永恒的天堂
[03:04.66]轻轻失去满布全身的伤
[03:11.76]我从不曾绝望

STARTING WIF ZI LIAN PIC!.. lolz..today is 07.07.07..
so we must love ourselve :S..
wat logic rite..
hmmm.. wat haf i done 2day..
went to CGH wif dar in de morning to take his report..
eat at hans.. slack for 2 hrs..
den went home..
met ash, mich for mark's prezzie..
so its a fossil watch.. :S..
jess come later.. and leave soon after.. x.X..
walk for 2 hrs again..
den head home for dinner..
and on de dinner table..
kena suan for nth again.. kraf..

=D.. i feel so glad this few days.. x)..
don noe y.. geeez!.. tats all for de day and..
ya.. life's gooood..
and i wan people to frank wif mi.
i don wan ppl to hide de facts or something..
don lie or hide things from mi.
tataz!