life has been well but bleah. its so tiring to be wander around our result for school life!. when everione's is so anxious about their results ytd, i din check. >.<. haha. call me coward or what. i jus don wan to end my holiday so earli. i noe i din put in my best due to my other commitments and stuffs. but i believe my heart will still ache if it is disappointing. Human nature, like to gain more than putting in the effort. haha. but ironically, what is really useful to us in the future is the other commitment other than studies. However it is not graded at all.

i do have unhappy things happening to me too. crap, some ppl are jus much of a no brainer or stuff. Who organise stuff and end up she herself could not commit to the event on time. seriously. what u care, u oni care about one person instead of the whole clique. and stop saying erm "bye, cya soon" after u finish asking the question or what. what are we? U used to say that through your life you don haf a clique, cos u usually veri close to jus one person. I seriously think its true. Its not other ppl's fault but yours. Even now we seems to be in a clique but actually its jus a very normal classmates feeling. but watever it makes you happy.

kick it aside. xmas is coming and everiwher is de feeling of festivals!. haha lifes great. really. i hope the season can last longer. to think xmas will end this week. hais