Maybe its jus an item but i couldn stop thinking about it cos of its state now. Not becos of who is it from, not becos of how precious it is, but im the kind of person who don like to see how wonderful things get destroyed. It jus hurt my heart to c how it is now.
I cant blame anyone cos its partly of my own doing. i shd haf stood up for myself or expect it to be what it is now. in the first place, why did i use that for softball?

ok kick those things aside. My special sem is OVER! Like, finally? No more sleepless night and proj-ful days. It was realli tiring and out of my expectation to this course. I tot it shd be something that is SLIGHTLY heavier than normal school days, end up. i think its 5 x more drainful. nevertheless, this course is a whole new experience that i believed, i would never have it in my course.

Welcome the new sem which coming in 1 day's time with 21 AUS and 2 exams next week. o.o. i don realli have the confident to cope everithing. But think of the fact that i may not be able to stay anymore next sem. My inner voice jus exclaimed, JUS ZHAM LA..

anyway its 2010 now. youth olympic is round the corner. hmmms. i am not exciting about it thou, at least at this point of time. wats more exciting is my long holiday. ;D. i am severely deprive of holidays! ;(. My new yr resolution is that i shd be more hardworking and stuff. As usual, result isnt gd and i blame nth but myself. =).

watched alvin and the chipmunks as well as body guard assassin. the chipmunks are as cute as usual!!. :DD. but the disappointing part is tat the movie is too short. ended so fast. o.o. they shd have add in at least 20 mins more. lol. and the body guard assassin. *beware of spoiler* the actions and the parts are nice. i like it alot, i think its realli blood-boiling and hurtful to see them jus died. one by one.. :(. the retarded part is that. SINCE SO MANY PPL WAN TO KILL SUN YAT SEN THEN WHY DID THE NEWSPAPER PUBLISH THE FACT THAT HE IS GOING TO DROP BY ON XX(DATE). AND ALLOW THOSE PEOPLE TO COME AND KILL HIM. Isn it stupid? isn it jus tell the people that, hey!. come and kill this guy whom im going to protect!. lols. it jus made mi felt that people are dying for nth and they simply jus wan to make a show out of it.

alright. its kinda a long post compare to my previous few. :X. somehow im in the mood now. besides feeling stress from school now, i feel contented. God has defintely been good to me. I have a healthy body, i have a school to study, i have made more friends and my usual frenss, i have learnt more things in this whole month, i have my family members, i have my loved one, i still have food to eat, and the fact that i am still alive and kicking at this point of time. 10th January 2010. Thank god for everything. i am happy.